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ELLIE
Christ. 21. Chinese-Thai. AB+
Lives in Singapore/ Made in Bangkok/ Heart in Walt Disney World °o°
Typical Aries, is super analytical and talks too much.

I may be a little crazy, a little so weird and maybe even extra-ordinary. But i'm glad to have people who love me.

“We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.

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Commitment-phobia
posted: 2:10 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Christsj: RT @victoriateo: RT @kiddyrei: My next boyfriend must have completed NS


I have very bad bad expections.
If the relationship starts with a phone call everyday and in the end becomes one that has one phone call every week. I can take. But if there is no call at all. I freak.
If one starts with skype-ing everyday and ends into one where there is no call, no sms, no contact for an entire week. I freak.

Freak = Breakup.

I just can't stand changes I guess.
I guess it changes things, I just can't stay committed.

I've dated a NSF before.
It wasn't all that bad.
But mostly because he was a clerk. Meh. (Not that it was his choice, got downgraded due to an injury)

Cannot imagine how my friends endure it when their boyfriends go through outfield/overseas training/confinement.
For me, its just crazy ass scary.

But, I can't have everything that I yearn for?
Ain't it?

Sidenote: Watching Dream High now, I wish to have a relationship like Jason & PikSuk. Sigh.

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DO NOT.
posted: 8:55 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I swear I'm a Mac noob.
Tried to insert a mini disk into the Superdrive.
FAILED. Of course.
I thought the MacBook Pro would be smart enough to detect it.
NOT.

Imagine my horror. OMG.
I was panicking on how to get it out.
Google wasn't so much of a help.

Credit Card method = FAIL (No credit card used other hard plastic cards instead)
Shaking the mbp = FAIL

In the end I improvised the post-it method.
I stuck double sided tape on a cue card (Realised that my credit card could get lost in the drive too)
SUCCESS on the first try.

Hey, Bimbotic Mac moment.

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If only...
posted: 2:05 AM
Monday, February 21, 2011


pain...

p/s: hate to see the sight of couples now. revolted. max. yes, just cos I'm jealous.

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Review: EOS WM-310 Brown
posted: 1:33 AM






Taken in sunlight... Excuse the face.
Taken indoors.
Long overdue. My favorite pair of brown contacts that doesn't make me look like a cat! 
Enlargement: 4/5 
Comfort: 4/5 (Still prefer Geo though)
Color intensity: 4/5 

Wish I still had this pair though, there was a tear after a few days of wear ): No one to blame but myself. Sigh. 

Bought from a spree with friends.

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Jae, Jae.
posted: 12:32 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2011
I guess this guy has been very important to me for the past 2 years. (I don't really have a decent piccy) :( I really don't know what to say. I have also no idea why Jae trusts me so much when especially everyone thinks I'm a loudmouth. But I really thank him for that. I guess he is also brings me back to solid ground and made me the realist I am. And he is damn smart! Like he knows alot of things I don't!

Plus we sort of can sense each other hahahaha! Like when we are in the same area or something. He also has given me an insight of life that I would have never thought of/experience. And maybe because he is more mature than most guys his age. Thats maybe why we can click so well. And I cannot count the number of times I made him angry and yet he still forgives me. Which is really not his nature to do? I guess thats why I learn how to appreciate him more. I'm sure I've also made a big impact in his life as he did mine.

And Jae! I hate the fact that I'm missing out on your 21st! ): At MBS somemore! You really are my best GUY friend. (Don't fight with HQ, haha) I will miss you so much ): Don't forget me when you enlist okkkkk?

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This is what I call friends.
posted: 11:43 PM
Friday, February 18, 2011
Yugine, Jasmine, Christina
I hope we stay like this forever. 3 years of friendship and counting.

I really don't understand how, but this girls really GET me. Like they really understand. I apologise for not being a better friend. Especially to Yugine, I know how much shit I give you sometimes but I'm REALLY glad you stood by me no matter what.

These are real friends, friends who know how crazy I can be but yet they still stand by me.
Honest to God I love you girls. Stay with me for ever k? ;)
So near yet so far
posted: 1:10 PM
Monday, February 07, 2011
Everything is done, payments are halfway done.
Just a plane ticket to pay for and it's confirmed I'll be leaving this sunny island for 6 months.

I hope I don't change too much as a person. But I know I will. I hope that no one will resent me for the person that I become. It's part and parcel of life, that one changes. And the friends that continue to stand by me are the ones that really matters I guess.

I have less than a month to meet everyone I want to meet. Hah, sounds like I'm going to die or something. Hahaha. But it doesn't really matter to me. Its only 6 months, our friendship will still stay, as long as you're there :)

To tell you the truth. I'm really afraid of leaving. I really hate the thought that I'm leaving my family. But hey if they are able to leave to go on a vacay means they really believe in me that I will be able to manage myself huh? I will really miss my friends, I will really miss Jae ): No one to vent to besides Yugine. She will get so sick of me. Hahaha. But there's still the internet, facebook, skype, msn and probably whatsapp if I can afford it ;) Maybe I shouldn't worry so much at all huh? :) And email too!

At the same time, if I wasn't going, I would be able to go back to Chao Thai Mai :/ With Jolyn and gang! And maybe Yogyakarta too. (For OCIP) And of course go to Japan with the fam. But its a once in a lifetime chance. Tania said something that really rang into me, why waste another 6 months? I guess its because I need to prove to myself that I can do it, be alone and work hard. Be independent, and its a breakaway from my comfort zone. I really depend on my parents too much. I need to be able to do this on my own. Plus front desk at Disney for 6 months would look so much better than 6 months at wardrobe IMO. My aim is really Hard Rock? Cos I THINK they are more lax about appearance and I really wanna have brightly colored hair and tattoos all that stuff(Secretly want to be a rebel. LOL)

Now... What to pack? :)