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ELLIE
Chris. 22. Chinese-Thai. AB+
Lives in Singapore/ Made in Bangkok/ Heart in Walt Disney World °o°
Typical Aries, is super analytical and talks too much.

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I want... I want...
posted: 11:36 PM
Monday, March 31, 2008
Edited.
Lemme be shameless and post a birthday wish list.
Hahahaha!

1. I want money! Or a job.
2. I want Mary Janes 3 nd a half inches. I'm a size 6.
Preferably Hot colors. (Btw, For the idiotis. It's a name for a type of heels!)
3. Handbags , Many manys. I want the ... In type.
Aiya. I don't know how to explain.
4. Havaianas. Red please. Or or or Erm. Bright colors. :D + If can with heel straps so I can wear to school!
[I'm doing this at 11.45pm & I have yet to bathe. I'm abit kuku & smelly. ^^]
5. Guess Wallet. I'm super picky but since its Guess its fine Haha / Professional Camera I won't see this happening. No one is rich enough HAHA!
6. Laptop cover & Snapballs. My vaio bag is so bulky. I no likey it. Plus Laptops need to breathe.
7. Rewind our love ))))))))))))): Aiya. Fuck. You're online. Saying I'm lucky I'm not your girlfriend anymore makes me cry. WTFTURD. I'm such a fucking softie. ): I no like. ): Good luck for council anyway. Don't get sick hor!
7. A new soft toy. I don't want to hug elmo anymore. Cos elmo is given to me by BF. ):
8. Elephant stuffs Haha! So I fit my title. I wants cutes stuffs. No shibuya $1.20 please.
9. Hugs&Kisses.
10. Blow out birthday cake at home. PLEASE. )):
Additional 11. Tiffany's I WILL LOVE THE PERSON WHO GIVES ME TIFFANYS. I SHALL SMACK ALL THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT IS TIFFANYS. ITS TIFFANY&CO WHICH I ADORE! I still want a love charm bracelet :/ I don't see it happening lah ):

+Celebrate with clique LOVED
+See Babygirl.
+Eat Mr. Oreo Cheesecake's Cheesecake.
+See my ex colleagues. -.- No chance lah.
+See 150s + Carlo. Haha!
People you can don't read the below.

TO: NIGEL SIM KAY JIN
Thank you for being my love for 413 days exactly. 11.20pm on a Sunday will only belong to you & I. You will always be my petit ami. We will be best friends. You have loved & known me best. Thanks for having such a big heart to love such a crazy girl like me. I'll miss hugging you. I'll miss messing around with you. I'll miss 甜甜. ): I'll really miss 甜甜 lah. ): Cos you introduced me to 甜甜 xD Thanks for tolerating... my crazy-ness, high-ness, pms-ing & money spending ways. I loved you manys manys. Now I'll miss you manys manys. Sorry for bullying you all this while. You must have suffered being my boyfriend Haha! Thank you for being so submissive & making me so happy. I'll miss not wearing heels ^^ Haha. I never felt so loved before. And you are the one I loved the most :D I'll miss going to your house and disturbing the fishiys. Thank you for bringing me back into the love of the Lord. Thank you for loving me. Sorry for the pain I caused. I can see you are totally over it. (: Now you must love your crumpler manys manys. Because I bought it for you. Haha (: With my own moneh! Boyfriend No.2 will always be with me. You are welcomed to take back your hanky. Haha! I hope to celebrate my birthday with you. You're my first Boyfriend to celebrate my birthday, Christmas & Valentine's with. But I haven't brought you Thailand yet. ): I'll miss travelling/cabbing/bus-ing to Pasir Ris to see you. I'll miss calling you Babykins. Damn unique. And I'll only leave it for you. I will miss having you to propose to me @ Somerset ): with a Tiffany. I will miss helping you relive your childhood. Eating pang pang & playing See Saw Haha. Poor thing you asthmatic child. Haha X:

Thank you for the sweet monthly presents.
Chocolates
Hanky
Roses
Ice Cream
Skirt
Teddy Bear
I
nk & Paper = Bible
N
A
nniversary.
+ The many many soft toys you gave me + CD + School Badge which I raped from you!

Most importantly, I'll miss you.
Blessings for you & her plus your council election ^^

w.Love Christina Seah Shih Chin.

Fuck. I forgot what's T & N. -.-
Nigel just reminded me. LOL.
Aiya. He's damn sweet lah.
Plus he did a p.s I love you type of thingy for my birthday last year.
): I haven't open 2 yet.

;You were my hopes & dreams.
Runway Love. Dashed - .
WHATURFFUCKINGAMICRYINGRIGHTNOWTHISISSOFUCKEDUPYO. ):
Don't read. If you don't care.
posted: 10:21 PM

Damn retarded LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHX.
Friendster is so cocked.
Cannot access on my lappy.
Must refresh a trillion times thn can.
-.-

Vivo today!
Went LAM, Jav , Yixun , Dab , ChewChew! & Terrance?
Cam whored.
Haha.
EMMMMMMMMMM.
Ate at Hong Kong Kim Gary.
Nice I think.
But I couldn't finish.
Damn weird. I was like super hungry.
Then my stomach twisted like crazy.
Making me sick.
-.- Felt like vomiting again.
Nd again pple. I'm not pregnant.
I'm not virgin Mary ok. -.-

Bought FHM.
Damn funny.
YH & L didn't know what was FHM damn cute.
Err. Bought to look at hot girls & laugh at not so pretty ones.
Went to the third to take photos.
Thn E zone. Terrance can dance para.
ZOMG. Haha. I think I look retarded while dancing para.
LOL.

I think Terrance is rich man.
He treated us girls to watch The Leap Years.
Eh. I don't think the movie is as nice as everyone says.
Not really worth cinema money?
It seemed to be more of a short film.
But its ok.
Eh. Didn't cry or anything.

Went home after that.
K lah. The outing is abit stone-ed one.
Haha.

You have my blessings girls ^^
I'm like over him.
Like really.
At least I think so.

45 Things that a girl would want but
they would never voice it out :)

1. Hug her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you starting to remember this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.

KEEP READING, don't stop.

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it. Fight back and
hug her tight so she can't get to her
friends, it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone right now?

16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car. It makes her feel protected, plus
it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything BUT
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her. If she denies something
being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT
TO TALK ABOUT IT. So ,just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you
know !!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text message or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good day at
work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs
you, & even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she
can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE, hold her close
and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEKS (it will give
her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automatically put her head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin
up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes
upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT TIME.

36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can listen
to the steady beat of your heart. Link
your fingers together while you whisper
to her as she rests her eyes and listens
to you.
39. When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her, HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how
much you love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

You'll never know when she needs just a
little bit more love.

So guys, just give it to her :D



This is some friendster bulletin thingy.
Which I managed to see.
I think ALL of it is so true.
Sigh! Where's all the good men been to?

;Having loved & lost you only made me stronger.
replies,
posted: 4:32 PM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
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clara ; Hello! Erm, Its called Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade.
Jay ; Thanks zeeNObra :D
- HUANQING ; I don't like him lah. Its a joke. I like NOONE now ^^ yep. April early presents lah! Its the day after Jamie Lynn Spears' one. Haha!
lianli ; CLL! I won't smoke. Until I find free smokes! LOLOLOL!
Fred ; Asap!
ninebottlesogel ; Nvm, at least you're happier the way you are now. I'm kinda over you. Haha!
Nick ; NICK, NICK, NICK, NICK, RUBBISH BIN! HAHA! I miss bullying you! :D
huiMIN ; I won't ^^
HUIYA ; ONGYAYA! MY FAV EX BEST FRIEND! LOL! :D big enough? you smile too! I won't smoke until I find gerald. ^^
clara ; I'm OKAY! Haha! See you soon!
Jasmine ; Ms Incredible. I hope you are having fun in Genting now ^^
sophia ; HAHA! DON'T I wanted to see who reads my blog ^^ Ahh me, the attention whore :D
apple ; You'll be happy now. Congrats! :D I'm happy too.
Tohru ; Hai! Link already desu! Link me neh!
fluffy ; LOL!

I'm a happy girl now.
Thanks for the concern pple.
I'm kinda over him le. (:
It just hit me. That holding on will not make much difference.
It will make me miserable only.
I'm gonna spend my birthday evening with Esther pig & babygirl! (:
Well that's cfm.
Friday gonna be with my fav LIFE 4b peeps :D
Anymore? Haha.
But however, I do not want to stay home.
Cos I know there won't be a cake for me again.
It always happens. Sigh! I'll have pizza to look forward too.
Ugh. Fattening. Haha. Sunday morning's for Qing Ming.

;maybe for once I'll get to blow out candles at home after 5 years.
eyebags
posted: 7:22 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
Slept at 5am!
Woke up at 2.45pm today.
Because of a call again.
Was up chatting and webcam-ming.
Haha damn fun!
Webcam with Cliff ^^
Damn cute lah he.
I like his school tie! Haha.
Entertained Benson lo!
From like midnight till 4plus.
Thn he was th one who woke me up -.-

I like to webcam now!
lol.
Damn fun.
I have long nails!
Haha. Can do my french manicure soon.
I hope my hair grows as fast as my nails.
I need a shopping spree.
I want to buy my mary janes!
I want to buy my handbag.
GAHHH!!
I need a job.

Very random. Haha.
I hope Nigel gets enough sleep.
He only left sch like 11pm yesterday. ):
He must be tired campaigning for council.
Dear Lord I pray that Nigel gets into council!

I feel super random now.
I finished catching up on my D.Grayman.
Watching Trick now.

;Don't make me grow up to hate you.
Baby's 1st month is coming. (:
On my birthday!
its not your presence tt matters, its your feelings tt matters.
posted: 11:16 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Btw, going out with ONGyaya tmr.
Have to comfort her.


zzz. Fucking blogger messed up my post.
So basically, I wanted to blog that I miss my friends.
;and i miss being your gfffu
missed.
posted: 10:57 PM

Mom doesn't want me to go to church anymore.
))))))))))))))))))))))):
Because she wants me to go for my language lessons on Saturdays.
I don't care, No matter how early I have to wake up.
I want to go to church.
Because I will miss Cheryl! Nigel! Nevin & M2 & AH.
& mostly basking in the love of God.

I feel fat. ))))))))))))))))))))):
Because Jav lost weight ><
I must lose weight lah!
Thn grow my hair longer.
Thn can become chio bu!
I bet most of you are laughing now.
I'm serious this time kay.

I'm so envious of A.
She has tao hua yun leh.
Some more all uniformed guys leh.
NOT FAIR SIOL.

Mr. Oreo cheescake still owes me my cheesecake!
I feel fat again. ><
Aiya, Having the computer all to myself.
Seems pretty boring now, cos I'm not fighting with sis anymore.
Gah!

The topic on birthday came up again during dinner.
:/ Mom&Dad doesn't really seem to care.
I really didn't want to talk about it.
But Carol like kept saying, 'Let's eat pizza again' , 'I bring you go sushi tei eat lah with daddy's money of course.'
I felt so bloody emo lah.
For once I want a birthday cake. ))))))):
So long never eat my own birthday cake liao.
Gah. Forget it lah.
I rather not celebrate it.
Don't want to celebrate for me, just say lah.
No need turn one round say its troublesome.
Fuck!

;I don't miss the phone calls
I don't miss the smses
I don't miss the kisses
I just miss the love.
petit ami.
posted: 12:10 AM

Been sleeping very late the past few days.
Had a major headache today after dota.
Felt like vomiting the few days before.
Feels like an anixety attack coming on.
But i'm not stressing. Really.
I even have a headache now. ):

Woke up at 1pm today.
After Nigel called.
Cried today, when I was talking to Mom about Nigel ):
;I think you forgot to say something, But I think it was meant not to be said.
I'm sorry that I'm still holding on so tight.
I'm still learning to let go.
Thank god I have my friends.

Went to Zoom to lan with Javier, Alvin, Dabbie & Yun Hua.
Wai Lum came after school.
Played CS & dota.
Yun Hua damn pro lo!
Totally pwned her though. HAHA X:
Stopped by at yixun's before going home alone.

Yesterday, had the presentations.
It went well!
I screwed up my CS presentation though. :/
My team was happy with my report.
I'm damn glad!
Apple had a maid yesterday.
Haha!
I admitted I had a crush on KP!
LOL. Since everyone says so.
Play along lo.
KP doesn't like me ):
Haha. So he called me I-don't-like the rest of the day.
Thn I called him crush.
Went to Kbox after school. Since the snooker plans were abandoned.
Damn high lah!
Fun also.
Sang & screamed till my throat went sore.
Ate subway before going.
Anw, received my first birthday presents.
Marilyn's cookies! Heees.
Plus Plus. I-cannot-say.
Ohya. Jay was the first to wish me Happy Birthday!
Haha. Damn Lame.

Monday,
Went to Yakult factory & qian hu.
uhh. boring.
Like primary school like that.
Mao Jie was recording what the people was saying.
I was like OMFG.
-.- Damn lame siol.
The yakult gave me a tummy ache.
Thn Huan Qing was like trying to save a terripin which was out of the pond thingy.
LOL! thn she touched me!!
I was like. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK.
Thn she was like. NOT DIRTY LAH.
Thn I was like. Ok lor.
Gave my pocky which i brought along for the trip to simin & clara.
Couldn't eat. Felt damn nauseous.
Simin was damn craving for chocolates.
Damn cute.

Parrot fishies are damn stone.
Won't move one.
Kept laughing abt the fishes.
After that,
Went to North canteen for lunch with Owen & Puteri + her bf.
Did our stuff before going home.
I think Puteri & her Bf is damn cute.
Haha! Her Bf is funny too.
Plus he knows loadsa cute guys.
HAHA! Fishes! (:

;I miss having a petit ami.
I miss you in my bed.
I miss poking you awake.
I miss putting your hand on my head.
I miss you.
I feel like my brain wants to crawl outta my skull.
posted: 10:46 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
oh btw, my hands are shaking like man now.
i really don't
posted: 10:40 PM

I really don't know who I am anymore.
I can't deny that I didn't cry.
I glad you moved on.
I am happy for you.

Don't keep feeling bad.
Things will have to be this way.
Don't worry.
Things take time.
You have my blessings.

;I got a feeling I won't be able to sleep again.
2am,2am, 3am.
It's not me.
Plus the damned report.
Sigh!
freerice.com
posted: 8:35 PM

Erm, Do a good deed today.
And improve your english at the same time.
It works!


lovelovelove.
posted: 7:24 PM

I'm suppose to be doing my report.
But I'm plain lazy lah.
My D.grayman I reach epi 74 lo!
Btw, Chanced upon some wedding animation vids
on youtube. Coincidentally all are singaporean.
Damn nice. Damn sweet luh!
I like the first one the best.
I want a cable car dinner!!


Paul&Valerie








Back to finishing my d.grayman.
Thn I shall do my work haha.
its 7.28pm now!
Must chiong lo!
imba!!!!!
posted: 1:26 AM

AS NEVIN SAYS.
IM IMBA LAH.
I ALSO FEEL IMBA NOW LAH.
ITS 1.26AM!
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITX.
dota!
posted: 1:04 AM

WEIJIE IS SAYING I SIAO.
HE MORE SIAO.
ASK HIM TAKE ME DRIVING HE SAY I MUST KNOW HOW TO DRIVE MANUAL FIRST.
SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONESS.

I just remembered.
I have something to distract me.
DOTA!
When A sends me the bigass file lah.
Haah!
WEE!!!
I can pwned pple officially now.

Serious.
I want my pirated version of wow!
HAHA!
I'm effin' crazy now.
that's why i'm posting my cam whore photo.














I WANT TO DOTA LAH.
THAN CAN FILRT BOYS LEH.
-.-
IMM STILL CRAZY LAH.
I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH.
I BET HE PLAYS DOTA LIKE CRAZY NOW LAH.
)))))))))))))))):
COS DONT HAVE ME TO DISTURB MAH.

I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS&SISTERS LAH.
ND I MISS CRYING ON CLIFF'S SHOULDER.
OI CRAZY BUGGER COME BACK FROM CANADA LAH.
I WANNA PLAY ON YOUR PARENTS' WATER BED!

I STILL CRAZY.
MUST BE TOO HIGH ON THE CHOCOLATE FONDUE.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK.
maybe.
posted: 12:27 AM

Maybe I need something to distract me.
To stop being so suicidal, to stop being so effin' emo.
I can't cut myself.
Cos countless of pple will kill me.
Nonetheless, I don't want sophia to become a terrorist.
Maybe, she's keeping MSK in her house now.

Maybe, I shouldn't have broken up with Baby.
Maybe, I shouldn't have quarreled with Fluffy.
Maybe, I should keep on thinking, Without expectations there will be no disappointment.
Maybe, I shouldn't have fallen in love.
Maybe, I shouldn't have talked to you.
Maybe, I should live the life I always had.
Maybe, I should go back to the way I used to be.
which is what?
I can't even remember how I used to be.
I can only remember how life was like having fun.
Everyday & night.
I can remember AH throwing rocks at my window to get me to come down @ 3am in the morning. But I always stayed at home.
I can remember having a Darling who always cared for me.
Who would give me smokes whenever I wanted.
Who would go out with me no matter want.
I can remember my sisters who would go crazy with me @ school/arcade.
I can remember my god-daddy&papa loving me so much that they will whack my head when I do stupid things.
I can remember crying after brothers&daddy got into a fight.
I can remember everyone.
But not me.

I hate having selective memory.
I hate having borderline personality disorder.
I hate being the me I am now.
I hate how hard I try to fit in & to satisfy others.

Ohhhh fuck, I need smokes.
DARLINGS!!!! GIMME!
maybe, smoking will be distracting enough.
anw, I like today's Saturday article.
I can so relate to man.

I WANT VICEROY LAH SHIT!
))):
posted: 12:06 AM

I don't find myself fun anymore.
I start to find myself annoying/contradicting.
What's wrong?

Nvm.
At least I had fun in church today.
PJ talked about making choices.
They played the song that made me cry the last time.
But this time I just couldn't cry.
Not in front of my sis who I invited.
Totally went crazy with Cheryl Megan @ church.
Pizza was good! We had chocolate fondue too!

Daddy is reluctant to hold a BBQ for me.
Baby is not free.
MCR Service is on my birthday.
Might as well not celebrate.
Also can't guarantee that I would be bothered to celebrate it.
What for anyway?
When even Daddy doesn't see the point.
It doesn't really hold any meaning anyway.

I lost my cross charm bracelet on the way to church.
I'm bloody pissed.
It was so pretty.
It was the only bracelet I have.
I wanted it to start off my charm bracelet collection.
I love charms so much.
I intend to buy the Tiffany&Co set if possible.
Or Esprit.
But I'm really pissed at myself now.
I feel so stupid.
I really liked it alot.
))))))))))))))))):

I can't emo!
I can't let the devil pick at my soul.
But what do I have to be happy for.

;as you said.
I need someone with me.
I really want to lose all this hatred&sorrow.
I need your help.
Tagged by Jasmine!
posted: 10:58 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


1. At what age do you wish to marry?
27

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yes.

3. Are you afraid of death?
No, Because there's eternal life after death.

4. Do you think u have enough confidence?
Nope. I'm still awkward.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a happy family with many kids.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Sometimes?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everyone who I love & care for/Pray for. Especially XXXX.

8. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, infatuation at first sight maybe.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Love, Defo man!

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Jasmine! is incredible, nice & fun loving

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Can 'tahan' my wacky behaviour.
Sweet!
Trusting.
Loves me for who I am.
Knows what to do when.
Romantic.
Thrifty.
A gentleman.
A LEO!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Rude! Arrogant!

13. What is your ambition?
Zookeeper/ work with animals. High paying of course.

14. Have you done anything regretful in your life so far?
Defo. Who doesn't must be imba.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Yes, when I have the money.

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Try something new. I'm not comfortable in my life now. :/

18. What kinda friend you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Not annoying; caring; loyal; understanding; always there for them.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Being very emotional.

20. What makes you different?
Just look at me! :D

Tagged:8 people. (I'm not mean!) Plus anyone who wants to do this.

;I'm ok now.
I'm not cutting.
I do not want to hurt God's precious little girl (:


Emo.
posted: 12:34 AM

I'm not having pms this time.
I'm super emo now.
I won't listen to some concerned shit now.
I have been scolding vulgarities the whole day.
I don't like this side of me.
I hate it.

It's another night for crying.
It's really not funny.
NOT FUNNY to do this to me.

;again, I've been played.
Love, never true.

Over again.
posted: 11:24 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
Faizal sent me the song.
Its damn nice.
I've been listening to it over & over for th past hour.
:/

;all is lost.
I pray.
posted: 11:03 PM

i screwed up to think that i was really happy.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Don't ask me about it.
FUCKING A.
))))))))))))))))))))))))):

I hope tmr turns out fun. :/
YAP HUAN QING.
posted: 8:59 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008

Hey people, Before she gets jealous.
I have to blog this.
This is my best friend YAP HUAN QING. :D
She's in the same course as me & she's skinny like a stick.
I totally love my new best friend.
Even if she likes to change best friends haha.
YAPPY! I LOVE YOU K! :D

;LAM I never forgotten you guys.
I ask you guys out after the finals week. :D
Fun :D
posted: 6:59 PM

Wednesday,
Last day of IRM.
Plus project presentation day.
We were to pretend that we are presenting a exhibition booth on sg to Ms Lena.
Acting as the chinese ambassador from China.
CMSJ dressed up in the traditional costumes.
We won.

After all the hardwork.
:D Ms Lena gave all of us a logic puzzle.
She gave us a NYP shirt for winning.
She did a movie clip for us.
It was so sweet of her.
It really brought back all the memories.
She's gonna give it to us after she adds more photos.
Awww. Ms Lena worked really hard to entertain us.
She's so nice.
Her son looks exactly like her too.

I love 150s.
150s is us girls who are around 150 cm in height.
cute right?
It's me, Jasmine, Simin, Melissa, HuanQing & Clara.
150s minus Melissa since she had swimming trng.
plus Carlo went to HuanQing's place.
It was raining cats & dogs & rats.
our shoes got soaked.
My shoes were like a sponge lah.
Getting wetter & wetter.
Plus the feeling sucks.
Took a private bus to her place.

It costs $1.30 per ride.
I can't even use my pass.
Being HuanQing's bestfriend might be expensive.
Haha.
Her place is damn big.
But her room is small compared to the place.
Watched sweeny todd the m18 one (is it spelled like this)?
It turned out to be Lame.
like really.
The blood was like ketchup.
Most were using lappy & watching.
Clara was the one who paid most attention.
Haha. I had my back turned.

I watched a M18 gore movie!
Haha. ok maybe one third .

Today.
Reached school, I found out I forgot my wallet!
Borrowed from Apple for coffee.
I am really shagged today!
My hands kept shaking.
Went to class late.
Saw Kitty. I was O.O
Tha lai didnt come.
LOL.
Did project work.
with dreamer! o.o
But it was ok.
He was quiet for most of it.
Most! Haha.
lesson ended at 10.30.
Wanted to go AMK Hub waste time.

Cos lecture was at 1.
Split from 150s plus Carlo.
Went to Amk with Apple, Bai Qun, Owen, Faizal, Kai peng, Nicholas, Kitty & Wilson.
The guys were already walking halfway there.
So took train with Apple to AMK.
Talked about BFs.
I almost cried, I don't know why.
I just realised I really fang bu xia.
Apple understands. (:
And I still love him. Plus I cried last night.
Went to food court.
Kitty led the way.
Since its his territory.
Haha.

Got scandal! :X
Faizal really tried to cheer me up.
Thanks. (:
He sent me a nice song.
Talked abt XXX during lunch.
They kept saying I was loud.
-.- The wanton mee I had was really oily.
But I finished it anw.
I bullied Baiqun into carrying my tray for me.
Cos my shoes had no friction, well not alot.
I was scared I could slip.
Plus we bought from the same store.
Why not lo!
Haha.

Went to arcade after that.
Baiqun is really good at basketball.
The machine one.
Haha & Daytona.
I played bishibishi.
I only got through 3 rounds.
I really am craving for DDR!
Who wants to play??????????????

Basically crapped with Kitty&KP abt the scandal.
Haha.
Bullied Owen into buying me a drink before lecture.
My cube fell apart! :(((
But I managed to fix it back.
JAYCHUASOONYAO the childish boy was being lame.
I answered the same as I did to Fluffy.
'Not Funny'
I also thought Fluffy was joking.
But it turned out to be true?
Sigh!
Lecture was fun today.
But the lecturer was abit mean.
Haha.
But it was damn funny.
He treated the nerds as though they were invisible.
Had coke during break.
But the caffeine didnt really help my sleepyness.
Gave the coke to Faizal after I really couldn't take the gas.
Ate M&Ms. Brought some to Melissa. :D
Went home with Owen.

Im supposed to be napping.
Cos I'm really still tired.
But I'm watching D.grayman. :D
Watched 6 epis while blogging.
:D
Bak chan is cute!
But Lavi is still my fav!

;I still still love you.
But I also like him.
This is not revenge.
I Love IRM <3
posted: 6:51 PM


Ms Blondie again

w Carlo & KP

Ms Blondie w an Ah LiiAnX pose.

A Micheal Jackson pose.


Finally calmed down after the madness. Haha.
posted: 6:41 PM


Thats me, asking Hariss to pose.
Haha.


Hariss on the phone, Me & Simin preparing for th shuttle run.

The runners.


A blonde decided to show up.


Presenting Ms Blondie!
posted: 6:30 PM

Clara, Simin, Melissa & Me in our costumes.

Lunch, all 14 of us sat together + Ms Lena.
I look unglam here.
I was talking to Liping.

The guy in the middle is Puteri's BF. Haha.
Ms Lena bought fruits for us.
So sweet.



I still love this effect plus Simin looks damn cute here!
posted: 6:11 PM


Girls w Ms Lena at Our winning booth :D

Carly decided to show up.
Haha.

The Boys w th cute Ms Lena

Ms Lena with our huge card & Merci.
She reminds me of my fav teacher Ms Koh.
Ms Lena shall be my fav lecturer :D

Simin @ CMSJ booth
posted: 5:24 PM


This our class trying to take 5 successively timed photos.
I'm next to Melissa-with-a-nice-ass! Haha.


Only Jasmine is ready! Haha.
Hariss is trying to be funny here.
Ms Lena looks cute here too.

This is nicer than the second one.
Besides Carlo's open mouth & my closed eyes that is.


Mouth still open here.
LOL.

Abit crazy here already.
Everyone was HIGH!
Hariss was the HIGHEST!
LOL.
Btw, I'm multiple posting. Haha.
posted: 5:12 PM

Btw, the photos are from Jas.
And I didn't bring my camera.

Pretty Simin & Me


BB & Suhanah


Apple;Meal partner & Jas

Tiny Liping & Jas.
Liping taught me not to judge a book by its cover.
She's from NPCC ok & she has a loud voice.
Haha.

Liping's 'Twin' Pei Fen & Jas.
Pei Fen & Liping wear almost the same things!
They have almost the same jackets & bags.
So cool.
posted: 4:59 PM


Me & The pretty BB, Puteri


Me & Jas again.
We look good!
Haha.


Mr Self-proclaim Handsome, Carlo & Me


Hariss & Me.
I'm plain lazy rotate this.
Haha.


Me & Clara
Long Post! w pictures :D
posted: 4:26 PM

On Monday, Last class of ENW.
Aww, no more msn-ing in class &
mass spamming in msn when we are in the same room.
LOL.


Us girls & Mr Vincent Phua.
L to R: Puteri, Jasmine, Clara, Me & Huan Qing!

I like this effect on Jasmine's camera. :D

The Class minus 3.
I'm next to Kitty!
Haha.


Me & KP.
He looks good in formal! :D
This is Wednesday.
Last day of IRM :(((


Me & the INCREDIBLE Jasmine!
See our company logo behind? :D
CMSJ: Christina,Melissa,Simin,Jasmine


a short post for now,
posted: 9:47 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I love 150 clique.
I do. (:

Some of us went to HQ's to watch Sweeny todd.
Abit Lame.
1 of the first gore movies i watched?
HAHA.
Had my back facing th screen for most of it.

Hi Fluffy!
=D
I still kinda don't believe you.
But I'm happy to know. (:
Mad rush.
posted: 10:13 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Went over to simin's again to continue with our project.
Went to NYP first to hand in th forms.
Thn dragged myself to simin's house.
Luckily I matured and I am not as Lu chi as before.
Haha.
I actually remembered how to walk to simin's

Did our project and talked alot!
Huan Qing & Clara was there too.
Simin, Melissa & Jasmine were my groupmates.
Huan Qing & Clara actually helped us when they were done with ours.
SO good!

ohya. before I forget.
I must declare Jasmine Chua an INCREDIBLE friend. & is miss generous.
She actually picked up my wallet for me.
And I didn't realised it was gone.
Plus she treated our group people to chips.
She's such a nice girl.
=D

In case Best Friend gets jealous!
Huan Qing's waist is nice to hug.
LOL!

We finally finished with th boards.
But we haven't printed out th brochure and it seems screwed.
HELP!
Plus Jasmine is being a saviour and chionging a vid for us too.
JIA YOU! =D

Met Baby halfway through.
Got my cube & badges.
=D it's pink!
I would prefer hot pink thou.
Ahhwells.
That idiot kept teasing me for the whole 2 minutes while waiting for his train.
Baby, thank you for going out of your way to come to yck to see me. (:
Btw, that idiot stays in pasir ris & studies in Bishan.
No wonder he has to get a car license soon...
Haha. Now that idiot is studying his physics.
He failed got Es for his 3 other tests.
errrr. STUPID NON?
He didn't fail ok. Just got Es -.-
And his not talking to me!

I'm like so bored now.
Hah.
Tmr there's marketing challenge I hope it goes well for us tmr.
And I have to wear XXX tmr.
But Jas is gonna YYY tmr.
It will be damn funny.
Haha. (:

;No matter how lonely you feel,
There will be someone loving you out there.
That's the Lord Almighty. :D
missing you..
posted: 8:24 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
This dear post is for my dear girl, Bernardette Yeo Si Bing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE.
:D

I miss you so much.
I miss you & Kahying with our 6 hour conference call.
I miss going out and nailing guys together.
I miss scoping out eyecandy with you.
I miss sharing a stick with you.
I miss shopping with you.
I miss taking neoprints together.
I miss having double dates together.
I miss running away from the police together.
I miss scraping money for ciggs.
I miss our promises.
I miss our past.
I don't miss regretting.
But I really do miss you.

:(
Girl, finish your sentence and come out soon.
w.Love Christina Seah Shih Chin.
posted: 12:28 AM

I still want to be your little girl, Baby. :(
Random.
posted: 12:33 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
I'm still awake.
Jav is so cool!
haha. I just love him!
He lending me his psp!
DL all my fav games for me. LOL.
Plus we have the same msn font. :D

Saw Charmaine & Yong Seng at AMK hub yesterday.
Very random. haha.
got sprayed by a car on tue.
even more random.

;my heart ain't yours for the picking.
Why do you always show up after my break ups?
:/

HBD CUTIE!
I Love MY LAPPY! or should I call it Lavi? :D
posted: 9:09 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
Crunchy loads damn fast on my laptop.
So good!
I can watch all my anime like crazy now.
:D updated at ellie-sj already. :D

Ciao Dudes & Dudettes.
No No No
posted: 8:39 PM

WED,
Didn't go to school because of a throbbing headache.

THURS,
Had CS,
I was late to school!
Because I switched off the snooze and fell back asleep.
I didn't wake up until Apple called me at 8.54 am.
I rushed through preparing and took a cab to sch.
I reached around 9.40am.
And the cab cost me $14!
Like zzz.
1 and a half of my daily allowance.
shucks.
In CS we learnt how to do our presentations well.
Thn we tested out different tones with different phrases.
Mine was No No No.
Sounds like Rehab!
haha.
The guys were being horny. - .-
With Come On, Wow...

had entre lecture again.
as usual was boring.
played on Jiayee's DS and Rachael's Psp.
She has loco roco.
Like so fun.
I want to borrow PSP!
haha.
Go borrow Javier's one. :D

That Idiot ONGXUANWEI called.
distracted me. -.-

TODAY,
Was LATE again.
cos went to print out th draft report.
Plus the computer couldn't open the 2007 file.
cos it was in 2003 format. - .-
wasted my time.
Jay actually went ahead to help me print.
end up have to convert to 2003.
nd I had just switched off my laptop.
Thank goodness I was th last to arrive.
Wilfred arrived even later.
haha.

Did tutorial.
I didn't contribute much.
Sorry!
Because I was doing up the report in my laptop.
Played coffee rush when lecturer wasn't around.
so good of her to give us snacks. haha.
The notebook server person was in.
so many went to have their laptops configured.
I didn't want to give trouble so I decided I'll do it after school reopens.
Haha. Went to eat mac for lunch.
Thn went to watch Rule #1.
I actually bit Nigel -. -
I told him already I will bite when watching horror.
It's a stupid reflex lah!
Rule #1 is not too bad, taking into acc that I don't watch horror at all.
But not realistic leh.
Dead body don't even look like dead body.
But the sound effects always freaked me out.
Even when it wasn't supposed to be scary.
It was a little funny also.
I hated the voice over thou.
Fiona Xie sounded weird because of it.

I'm watching D.Grayman now.
Great Show! I totally love Lavi-Kun :D
So cheeky.
Ohyasumi-desu!
Rain, a double edged sword.
posted: 8:53 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
I slept around 2.
Was up crying to myself and being crazy & talking to elmo.
I didn't want to go to sch today.
Had a freaky nightmare & a throbbing headache to deal with.
So I sms-ed Jasmine & Apple.
Went back to sleep after that.

Woke up around 10.40am.
Damn early.
Biological clock must have adjusted already.
Told mom about the nightmare.
She asked me to pray.
So I did.

Lag around the house.
Watched Tv.
Rain made the broadband sucky.

Rain.
Usually, I will snuggle up in bed with a selected soft toy & milo.
& watch a movie.
Now, all I want to do is stand in the rain & cry.
Like I did on monday.
I still remember how I will play soccer in the rain in primary school.
Now, I'm conscious of getting dirty. :/

How in thailand I will play in the rain regardless.
Living in Singapore has made me so self conscious.
It has made me snappy & bitchy.
Like how I'm feeling now.
I want to go back to thailand and stay there forever.
I have nothing to stop me now.
I can go to Assumption now.
I can take the SATs here thn go over there.
I .... feel so selfish now.
Hah.
It has been all I.
What will happen to all my friends?
All my relationships?

;I still have Boyfriend No.2.
Even if you leave me.
I won't mind. (:
See you on Friday Baby.
stay strong & fake or emo?
posted: 11:51 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
11.20 pm on a Sunday.
Where it all started and ended.

I want to go to church & cry everything out again.
I want to return to my sanctuary, back into His arms.
I just want to wallow in my own sorrow?
I told everyone I'm fine, I'm okay.
When precisely at that moment my heart is breaking into more pieces.
To know that Someone cares.
To know that Someone loves me.
It breaks my own heart seeing myself this way.
As Bestfriend says. I can't be fake all the time.

I feel so crazy now.
I don't want to be true to myself.
I just need time alone.
I seriously want to skip sch tmr.
I want to see you most :(

I seriously didn't want to go back to that old habit of mine.
Even if Xavier asks me not too.
All the more I feel like doing it.
It sucks.
Being broken hearted.

;I can't anymore.
This is what my favourite boy did.
posted: 11:03 PM

Photobucket
To make me stop crying Baby did this.
So cute lah.

Today,
went to sch to do project.
after sch went to cwp with mommy.
bought clothes for ME!
haah.
plus bought a bra from sis.
DAMN sexy pls.
I wanted that design but mom wanted to buy for sis.
thn she say not nice.
I was !@#$%.
plus th size was wrong.
I kept thinking she B cup.
thn buy B cup.
thn she actually A. -. -

Mommy cooked shark fin hor fun.
RWAR. like rach says.
haha.
I didnt want to buy shark fin th.
I say cruel.
Thn mommy say since its already on th shelves why not buy.
I BWG LAH.

;It's a girl, Welcome to the world Tessandra.
:D
SMILE love :D
posted: 10:46 PM

Monday,
Had ENW presentation on our case study.
Basically and can say our group was not ready.
Plus I didn't know what I was talking about.
Zone-d out during the 1st group presentation.
It was way long.
Plus it got funny to see them quarreling within themselves.
I think Puteri's group did good.
Kai peng always presents good too.
Kit's group had a fancy presentation but it wasn't to the point.

Overall it was ok for a first attempt.
But I had a hard time editing our ppt.
Cos the HP laptop's MS kept crashing.
So had to use my vaio.
I wasn't really used to 2007 so I went back to th 2003 version in th HP.
Damn zzzzzzzzzz.
Did a quick group work after lunch.
On using Web 2.0 as a tool.
Didn't get to present.
Going to next week.
Plus there's the quiz.

Btw Clara didn't let me buy chocolates after school!
say i fat. LOL.
aiya. ltr sch reopen same class as her I die liao. :x

Today,
Went to school to do project.
Ate @ Mac.
Thn went to look for the notebook server person.
IT WAS CLOSED!
so frustrated.
thn went to library to do lo.
I kept mistaking the lib's desktop mouse to be my laptop mouse.
I could bang the wall man.
Did abit on the entre project.
Went out with mom after that.

Thanks girls & guys.
Thanks for cheering me up. :D
thank you guys.
posted: 10:28 PM

It's heart wrenching to break up Baby lah.
I'm sorry it had to come to this.
I'm glad it was mutual.
I know things will be so much better for both of us.
I'm glad I won't be a burden to you anymore.
It's still saddening to think of the memories I could have with you.
With Nina, Chloe & Nathaniel.

I just lost a boyfriend.
But I gained a Best Boy Friend :D
Which could be better than ever.
It was great talking to you on the phone after the break up.
It was so great to hear you laugh.

I won't deny that I cried.
I just love you so much.
But it also made me realised that we not compatible as partners.
But we are great as lovers. :D
Haha.

Truth be told, I don't even know why I'm still crying.
:( haha.
But I will love you still baby.

Friday.
CONFIRMED. :D

btw, I went out with Huiya after sch on monday.
It's great to have her back as a friend.
Haha. :D
Sophia & Bee yee saw us.
Soph was wearing a cute hoodie dress.
It was short so I kept touching her thigh!
This was what happened.

Me: *Touches Soph's thigh and tried to go up her skirt*
Soph: Eh you getting more les arh (refering to me)*while swatting my hand away*
Your boyfriend don't want you arh?
Huiya:* O.O *
Me: Ya just broke up yesterday*GRINS*
BeeYee & Soph: Wah.
Soph: Why your boyfriend jue de ni bu guo se arh? (think you not perverted enough)
Huiya:She broke up with her boyfriend lah
Beeyee&Soph: Wah, you jue de your boyfriend bu guo se arh?
Me: -. -


ROFL.
Okay i rmbr vaguely lah. it's something like that. super funny siol.

Baby was laughing when i told him.
Haha.

Thanks to all who tried to cheer me up in sch.
Esp th girls.
I really cheered up. :D

;You are my Baby. Still
; Nigel, My love
posted: 1:18 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
I still love you Nigel Sim Kay Jin :D

i'm sorry it had to turn out this way also.
(: i'm glad we're still best friends.

pecks. We will be happier now yeah.
you're not obligated to report to me now.
have fun being a free man.
I'm sorry for being paranoid all this while.

;i love you still.
gahhh..
posted: 8:23 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Damn.
I'm now camping in the library.
House no internet connection.
Must wait till the 13th then got.
-.-

Supposed to do project but thn...
Using the Vaio now.
That's why cannot use at home.
Damn sian arh.
Plus the M1 thingy must go update.
SIANXXXXXX.

Now the library closing.
!@#$%
Time to camp at starbucks.
Shucks. Why must I stay in such an ulu place.

DAMN!!!!
. . .
posted: 11:56 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
posted at ellie-sj.blogspot.com

;praise the lord. :D
VAIO!
posted: 10:50 PM

Evening world,
I got a vaio from the IT fair today.
Didn't spot X.
Danny got eliminated from AI 7 ):
He is so hot. Saddened.

Thursday,
Had communication skills.
Was interesting.
Because we started on emotional intelligence.

I realised again that I so much better off than others.
We had to write down what we did & didn't like about ourselves.
At times I had what I like more than I wanted to even it out.
So I kept writing.
ALOT.
Was surprised at a few people's answers.
Carlo... as always.
Like that he is handsome, Dislike that he is TOO handsome.
Haha.
I like th beginning today slides.
Very realistic.
But would I be able to keep up to all the princples?

As usual lecture was boring.
Even more boring as it was somewhat POA-ish.
Melissa was laughing as usual.
Because of what Amelia did.
I will miss Melissa laughing!
Haha.

Did our parachute with Suhanah & Carlo.
Thanks to the help of Puteri's BF & Puteri of course.
We managed to finish it within 2 hours.
Felt a great sense of satisfaction after we finished it.
Had to bring the ungalm plastic bag home.

Today,
Entre did a financial plan on Banyan Tree.
So hard.
Cos BT was a big company.
So we did the on a spa aspect.
Did journal presentation.
I wanted to get over soon.

Did practical on the parachute.
Ours only lasted 3 secs.
Cos there was no wind so it didn't float as well as when we tested yesterday.

Dealed with YewLi & the other guys to do our project online tmr.
Didn't realise it was suppose to be presented on monday.
Went to the IT fair after that.
With HuanQing & Simin.
Then I went to buy my laptop.
ASUS seems ok.
But didn't really trust it.
So got the Vaio.

I'm going to church tmr. :D

;Beginning today...
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITYANG was right.
posted: 10:34 PM

& again this is a post for NG SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITYANG.
Haha.

I ended getting the vaio.
Shiyang, don't be proud.
I didn't chose it.
:P

It's ok.
I'm glad to get it.
But I would really prefer a fujitsu.
Ahhswells.
But a Vaio is good too.
As Shiyang says. -. -

I got it at th IT fair.
$700 rebate. So it was cheaper.
Would have gotten the Mac but I'm afraid that I won't get used to it.
It's charging now.
I'm eager to use it tmr.
(: THANKS! xxx.

Have to get a laptop cover.
Cos the laptop is damn plain.
Black. one color.
And I'm damn destructive.
Haha.

Was talking to xuan wei on the phone.
He kept asking me to do what I used to do for him.
To make him go sleep.
Haha.
I didn't want to.
So we talked about 1 hour than I got bored and hung up.
Baby hasn't contact me since the morning ):
I want ATTENTION!
He must be having too much have fun at ECP X:

Fingers crossed that we will be able to go kayaking. :D

;I miss what you always used to do.
posted: 9:57 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Blog updated @ Sch blog

;I still want to hold you tight cos i still love you.
But i'm getting tired already ):
I'm fine. I'm a big girl.
I sorted out my heart.

I Love You Nigel Sim Kay Jin.
Especially more because you were in the newspapers today. :D
Sleepy :S
posted: 9:21 PM

I almost fell asleep in class.
I was covering my face all over.
Even Wally Warheads couldn't keep me awake.

Maybe it was due to Ms Lena's absence.
She was sweet enough to write a short note to us.
'Same place, Same time'
Learnt more about retail in class.
When to MSC to understand more.
I hope I won't be that free labour in Year 2.
Haha. At least if I am. I hope I will be in Giordano.

Ms Lena was replaced by a Mr.... I-forgot-his-name.
Sorry. I was late to school.
Traffic Jams on the checkpoint side made my only estate bus delay by 10 minutes.
All due to the troublesome JI person.
The checks made the vehicles towards Malaysia lag.
Which in turned made my bus lag.
Cos of the traffic thingy-which-I-can't-be-bothered-to-explain.
Ate breakfast though.
But didn't drink alot today.
Cos I didn't have a bottle.
Saw Nalgene bottles for sale at Shaw.
Wanted to buy, but decided against it because I was going broke.
):


Mr What's-his-name tried his best to introduce himself.
But I guess I was bored.
Hah. Because I think no other lecturer could leave up to Ms Lena. (:
But I understood alright.
But he switched off the front lights.
Which totally induced sleep into me.
Hah.

Owen's hair is a joke.
But it's kinda cool that he has the confidence to pull it off.
Hariss finally gave me the M&Ms.
Haha.

Released about 2.40pm today.
Had a totally short meeting on the parachute thing.
Cos Mr I-m-busy Carlo arranged a meeting cos he thought we were meeting on thursday.
Lame lo. Haha.

I am totally uncomfortable with my hairstyle.
Make my face look damn chubby.
Not as chubby as BaiQun though.
Haha.

Went to Orchard with Simin, Huan Qing & Clara.
Jasmine joined us after that.
Went to Zara.
Saw HuHaoWen working there.
Haha.
Intro-ed her to Jasmine.
As they're in the same course.
Went to the Apple centre, ate ice cream @ hanoto.
The milk tea ice cream is nice.
Didn't see any clothes I could fit in. -.-
Went to F21.
Then went home lo.
Cos everyone was tired besides Simin.
Haha. plus Jasmine had to meet her friend for dinner and she was late.

Huan Qing was being emo & anti-social the whole day. Haha.

I had fun (:
Some girls on the mrt was annoying though.
Sigh! I was like that once I guess. Haha.

I am glad I'm getting my laptop this friday @ the IT show :D
Fujitsu?Vaio? Macbook?

Buhbye Peeps.
God is always great.
posted: 11:29 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
Forgot to blog about church.
Anyone wants to go to church with me for easter?
Non believers can come too.
we're gonna pray for you.
STOLEN @ RIVERLIFE.
th invites this time is nice lo.
Take from me!
haha.

I poured my heart out during worship.
sat with M2 in th 2nd row.
I totally broke down during worship cos i felt i had a sucky week.
was sorta happy to realise that i wasn't the only one crying.
got 'healed'.
I kneeled on the floor and just cried for 15 mins?
I just kept praying, for the babies, for jolyn, for jay(i dont know why but i felt a need to) & for us.
Especially for strength.
i didnt felt malu that i cried though.
i just needed to let it all out.
cos i cried over him th night before. ):
i dont know why does it seem to happen over nd over again.
i felt a burden off my shoulders after worship.
i just cried suddenly when my voice was breaking during worship.
soon enough tears were just pouring lo.

i felt very judged that week. last week.
maybe it was because i felt criticized by some people in sch.
and i didnt go back to church for 3 weeks.
i have to read the Bible more.
i'll have to cope with the tidings.
esp. us.

i want to go to service more often.
sermon by joachim was so funny.
he said he was Jesus and posed with a peace sign.
he kept doing that. LOL.
imagine Jesus posing with a peace!
reacting the scene of Galilee Sea on meeting Simon called Peter & Andrew,
'Jesus' fisherman-shaked th hands of Andrew.
SO FUNNY!
boy kept saying it was gay.
haha. than he demo th carpenter handshake which i also learnt during orientation.
that handshake was for Joseph, Father of Jesus when he met people.
Cos he was a carpenter. Joachim is so smart.
I wanna attend all his sermons man. :D

but nevertheless he thought us how to become the disciples of God.
i understood thou.
but he ask us all to join a cell.
i was skeptical.
I love riverlife alot.
but i dont know whether i can manage to stay on.

Still! i want to go to easter service eagerly! :D

God bless all who reads this post.
Bless all who i love and care.
Amen.

I LOVE THE GLORY OF THE LORD.
I LIVE IN HIS NAME.
I LOVE YOU JESUS.
posted: 10:02 PM

talking to ONGXUANWEI on the phone.



LOL. damn funny.
he is horny!
why do i end up talking to horny guys on th phone -.-
he say he like th girls all start with chris...
cos they are nice.
:D
im nice. haha.
nd im th first chris he liked.
wah so honored. X:

i wish, i hope with all my heart
posted: 9:15 PM

eh no one taking a hack at the code no fun.
no hints thn. AHAH.

i forgot what happened last wed. -.-
gosh. haha.
Retail & marketing.
did a case study on twisties.
it was fun.
i hope ms lena comes back on wed.
:D

w/o her teaching the class it won't be as fun.
i always look forward to ms lena's class cos she always does the unexpected.
its always fun anyway.
but i think i talk too much in her class. X:
any whosss. Ms lena is a sunshine. :D

last thur.
CS was CS.
WE
... i forgot.
have this vague memory of taking about values lo.
entre lecture was boring once again.
so many people pon.
i guai i don't pon.

last fri.
had entre.
did case study on cheers.
i did th powerpoint slide until headache nd pass to the others to do.

today.
th guys didn't do th preview -.-
de sheng did the preview on the spot.
damn funny lo.
still dare to say chiong project.
Jay was being lame & secretive i molested his lao po!
LOL.
kept eating chocolate today.
and my hair was acting funky today.
-.- talked to jav on msn (:

saw gory pics.
th cheena woman who killed th kitten.
i dont like disgusting.
BLEH.

but i didnt mind th gory photos of th decapitated crane worker.
HAAH. watch CSI too much.
but CSI rocks.
):
posted: 9:01 PM

The ride's getting rough.
I really gotta agree with what mommy says.
She can really predict what's gonna happen to my relationship.
i really want to rant.
but i can't.
cos i haven't spoken to boy yet.
but i don't want to break up with boy.
:/

im totally confused.
but i agree with what mommy says.
but i think i should listen to ba kwa.
):
shucks.

baby, can't we pick up th pieces again?
or maybe its me being paranoid over and over again.