suddenly i wanna see snow! snow snow.. not ice type snow.. hahas. just now was chatting to monil.. after o`s maybe go overseas study if i cant go JC.. blahhs.. or either take mass comm. donno why nowadays i keep talking bout getting married. =X hahas. maybe watch to much ai de zhang men ren le. hahas. im lame lahhs. im bored! omg. i suddenly wanna have a bf.. diaos.. im stupid..

-she i wanna bang into the wall. and i wanna stop refering myself as a third person.

well.. the new years coming lerrs. i might be involved in a car accident next year hah. well looking back.. 2oo5 has been eventful.. relationships.. haiis. =P friendships. i regret ever losing frens! many things happened larhhs. i guess expect the unexpected next year.

2oo6.. i wish for.. better resluts. less bitching. more freedom. more cash! many more.

i guess im not tat girl anymore. don expect me to change boy. im not a toy. doing whatever you what me to do. im going to clean up my act. at least let me have fun. i changed alot this year. im everchanging. depends who im with. but accpect me for who i m. don change a thing. a least im not an ah lian lerrs. =P jus a bitch larhhs. watever yo0 guys say.. i hope there wont be any more probs le.. but i guess there well be.. just DONT CHANGE ME.

-crying sliently. i don wanna be left there alone.

i post also no one read.. -_-"

well.. christmas was okay larhhs. something told me tat i was going to spend christmas with my ex.. well.. kinda larhhs. not tat i wanted. haiis. no one give me christmas pres. sobs. sian. i wanna countdown on new year.. i wanna go yong kang`s house.. hais.

-a tender moment like this.

hmms. wondering should i post my christmas wishes here.

well.
1. sony ericsson z520i. white one.
2. $1000 cash. to go shopping on boxing day.
3. keyboard.
4. flute.
5. laptop.
6. shopping spree.
7. baby taz frm mini toons.
8. a puppy or kitten. which my parents forbid frm the hse.
9. a job!
10. a date for christmas!!!!!

well. its top ten larhhs. esp. 10.
hahas.

-she wans a date for christmas!

IM BITCHING.

yesterday went to sch. do `PROPOSAL`. why inverted. because... we (i.e. alot of pple) sat there and crap. im just pissed off lahhs. ask me wake up so early go sch and do ZLICH. stupid lorrs. that`s why im bitching. i admin lehhs. suppose to do all the crappy stuff. hahas well i have someone to do it for me. so i can laze around. its a proposal for goodness sake. talk on the phone also can finish lorrs. -_-" waste of time only. waste of freaking manpower.

well waiting for nxt year`s sec 1s.. some of my friends are coming i think. just anticipating the new year bahhs. donno what will come in the new year. well. merry christmas and a happy new year.

-wat do guys take her for? a toy?.....

im just fcuking pissed at my sis larhhs. im just in a fcuking bad mood lorrs. everything is going freaking the wrong way can? btw its not going my way. totally sucks lorrs. i rweallii hate the way he thinks bout me lorrs. im just wat a fling?? then go and fcuk off thank you very much.

i really need to relax man. is there anywhere i can fcuking scream?? I JUST DONT CARE.

doing lame things to relax larhhs.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

true lahhs. hahas.

You Were Naughty This Year

You Were 80% Naughty, 20% Nice You may not have been good this year... But you sure had a really good time. And nothing from Santa could top that!

err. ???

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

hey i love my dark chocolate. =)

Your Fashion Style is Trendy

You love fashion and live to shop And keeping up with the lastet trends is what you love best You know what's in, out, about to be in, and about to be out You love to dress your friends and would make a killer celebrity stylist

i like my style.

You are a Dark Red Rose

You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion. Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden

hey im starting to like this.

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

err. music`s nice but... erm okay..

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowingThat's because you're cool, funny, and laid backYou're smart enough to know how to be one of the guysBut flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

??? =) comments? okay i know this is getting but hey. i like it.

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

erm. okay. i confess of splurging but plastic??

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

blah! puii. i don think so.

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

i am. am i?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% BadSure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

hey im a good girl. =))

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

abit to early to confirm. but its sweet ya?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

bingo tats so me.

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

i have to confess tats me!

hahas. enough already i m already flooding my own blog. hahas.

GET ME OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE PLEASE.

- shes just in a bloody mood can?

changed my blogskin. nice? comments pls. took me 2 hours. used someone's skin. edit abit. AITIEN scroll down at the tagboard there. there's a surpise for you. =) cheers girl. i love your smile.

-life`s a bitch yea?

i freaking hate mahh family mann. jus totally sucks lorrs. haiya. i fourteen liaos also mus cane me mehhs? piang... they don freaking care lorrs. life jus totally sucks.. arghh.. im sinking in depression sia. omg.. i jus ate a bag of chips ferr lunch. haiis. dinner lehhs. mahh dad nn sis go cwp also neberr tell me. go lorrs. i'll jus strave. likdat i can slim down horrs. -_-"

-she's jus... depressed larhhs!

well. these few days been spring cleaning. moved my bed! wee! *jumps for joy* now i dont have to endure my annoying baby sister.. notice the word "baby" she's jus a year younger. and her whining gets her anything she wants. OMG. i realise. i m freaking jealous. okay i m. but my parents have gone to far in pampering her! Sigh, how i wish i was pampered. [hint!]

so bored. been rotting at home these few days. found a old cd.. s club 7. that i used to listen to when i was a little girl. i admired them those days. their songs were nice. very catchy. hahas. well. regreted that i didnt went to find work. hahas. lazy me. yesterday was benjamin daddiie's birthday. broke so couldnt celebrate with him.

computer's in parents room. sigh. i am literally Under Parentral Control. arghh. fed up. at least i m a good girl. stay at home. thinking of a way of digging 8 bucks from daddy for the christmas bbq. nothing to do everyday. watch tv.. read books. i finished reading them in 3 days. been blog hopping. so many things happened. so bored! i need something to do! someone ask me out! where money needs not be spent! hmms. seems that i'll be spending christmas alone. with my batch mates. i am so freaking -_-" cos i have to spend the day with some bitches. well i have some bitching to catch up. hahas.

-why does she seem to be the last to know. why?


_________________uncared.dumped.abandoned.left alone_____________________

IM BACK. wakakas. nn took mii so long tuu update. =D. hahas. hmms. 27th come back lorrs. around six bahhs. reached home started calling pple. XD fone bill explode. 28 jiu go sku see class list lorrs. haiis. PoA complusary i was like WTF lorrs. denn sci taking chem. -_-"" zZzZzzz. haiis. not wat i expected lorrs. denn jiu go suntec fiind mahh yue mu =) hahas. esther's mom lahhs. denn ate lunch.. OMG i ate twu lunches. denn go walk walk see see. went tuu toy r us AGAIN. i was like " huiiya i bring go mahh house" she was like??? denn bring herr go see mahh toy house hahas. denn go one kid riding a small bike. derx motorized kind denn i was like "tats mahh neighbour lehhs" denn we collapased laughing lorrs. i was am so lame. denn go kids land dere. esther nn huiiya did derx paint art keychain hmms. wondering bout getting a job dere. jus hab tuu find uncle. denn met one jie jie. emilia chocolate jie jie. shes so pretty lorrs. hahas. denn on derx 29.. go see esther work lorrs. so sian. sit dere like 3 hrs. denn huiiya come pei mii tok before herr shift. den i went tuu mahh granny's. got 25 bucks nn spent it in one dae.. diaos. todae lorrs. went ice skating with cliff.. denn sian sian derx so went tuu watch chicken little. derx fish so cute. derx orange alien so freaking cute lorrs. hmms.. denn went home lorrs. haiis. so tired. tis few daes been slping like at 2 3am like tat. cannot sleep mahhs. hehes. been toking on derx phone..

-ask herr out tuu someone where $$$ needs not be spent.