too fast to live, too young to die

Live by faith, fight with love, grow with grace.

ELLIE
Christ. 21. Chinese-Thai. AB+
Lives in Singapore/ Made in Bangkok/ Heart in Walt Disney World °o°
Typical Aries, is super analytical and talks too much.

I may be a little crazy, a little so weird and maybe even extra-ordinary. But i'm glad to have people who love me.

“We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.

Blogs: Cherylene ElaineTan HuanQing♥ JasmineChua♥ JiaQi Nigel♥ ValeryHeng

Tumblrs: AngelaWong Arisa HidayahGoh Jazlyn/Ai Tien♥

VICIOUS

screwwwwww.

posted: 11:25 PM

Thursday, July 31, 2008

I need to cut my hair.

My ends are splitting like amoebas.

I need to stop ponning school.

I need to start studying.

I need to stop making dates for shopping/ice creaming/ice skating.

@.@

Christina. Stop your nonsense.

IDK what to blog.

Oh yeah.

Maybe...

There's a dude with green slippers upskirt videoing people in south canteen.

in NYP.

Heheheh.

It's true ok! Got evidence.

Lazy to post evidence thats all.

I SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM.

CiaoCiao

posted: 9:52 AM

ARGH. IM SUPPOSED TO BE IN SCHOOL.

WHY THE FUCK M I DISAPPOINTING MY DAD SO MANY TIMES THIS WEEK ):

Tag backs & Bali

posted: 11:07 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I'm damn sad the Bali trip clashes with school ):

DAMNSAD!

NVM, I'm aiming for phuket.

Jqmeow- I do very fine xD

ninebottlesogel - KAYPOH LAH KAYKAY! Still haven't confirm with me the date.

worx- WHO are you? o.O

- HUANQING- you know my heartfelt feelings can liao x)

esperanza- DEBBY WHO MORE SIAO?

Hidayahg- Ditto (:

DJTAN- Siao. High what high. xD

Jay- YAY! (:

-Jumps-

sabz- Oh hey!

cherylene♥- (: Good girl!

lianli- :D

of sex, jesus & shit.

posted: 9:30 PM

Had Effective Writing presentation today.

I think I did better thn my econs one.

I haven't started on @ for XXX. ):

Too lazy plus something happened.

Went for Mickey D's Brekkie after presentation.

Had early release.

Went w Louisa, Jane, Sharon, JJ, JingYi, Dorothy, Joshua, Jack.

We talked for 2 hours.

From sex to Jesus to creationism to shit.

Damn random I swear.

Lemme quote Jack, "Although I'm Christian, I'm still human"

Referring on the subject of D.I.Y xD

Learnt quite abit.

It's really funny to see reactions about certain stuff.

Went home instead of the NE carnival thing because PeiSi didn't need me there.

Napped.

Went to meet buyer to pass her lenses.

BUT LAGI BEST.

I couldn't open my main door cos I wanted to go back to take my wallet which I forgot.

Sis came over from school to help open.

But cannot.

So called Dad.

Went down to pasta to eat, do the usual shopping.

Dad tried to open the door.

Until his key bent.

Called locksmith.

Managed to come in at 9.30 whereabouts.

Thn we found out that the lock on the door rusted over.

ZOMG.

The locksmith complained say we leave too close to the sea.

-.-

How sweet is it when friends suddenly do things like this.

JASMINE ; itscontagious-.bs says:
Gorgeous! I'm going to bed le.
Sleep early uh!
Good Night, Sweet Dreams. X33
MISS YOU TRUCK LOTS!
xoxo

JASMINE ; itscontagious-.bs said:
:D any emo stuff can share with the very adorable me uh! :D

JASMINE ; itscontagious-.bs says:
eh! free ask me out to study uh! must make you study! ;) NIGHTS I GO LE, DON'T REPLY! lol.

I miss having certain friends around.

Thanks for making me feel special JBoy. (:

Siao liao. Busy Busy.

& yah, not doing tutorials AGAIN.

Tsk.

CiaoCiao.

;Suddenly I'm thinking its all bullshit.

posted: 12:39 AM

Updated my private.

Love much?

posted: 10:50 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

To think you inspired me to take this photo.

Copyrighted OKAY.

Told me you were serious & sincere.

Told me you wanted to make up for the lost time, the mistakes.

But how would I know that these aren't lies?

First love? So what.

I'm sorry.

You are serious now yet you aren't those 3 years ago?

It has taken you 3 years to want to make it up to me.

Yeah, it has shown me how damn sincere you are.

I'm afraid you will treat me like a joke again.

You.....

Excuses, so many.

How sure can you be you won't use them again?

You changed?

So did I.

So did the feelings I had for you.

I'm not a kid anymore.

Not yours anymore.

Jboy!

posted: 11:45 AM

JBOY IS SO NICE!

HE DL THE WHOLE FAMOUS ALBUM FOR ME :D

SO COOL LAH!

EH JBOY I LOVE YOU K!

SO I CAN CALL YOU JBOY xD

Thanks for being so sweet! :D

Daddy, i'm so sorry.

Sups peeepoziods.

posted: 12:36 AM

Monday, July 28, 2008

Busy day later.
I finally got my contacts in.
The not so paradise called school from 10 till 4.
Thank god for hint lectures.
NANA YOU HAVE TO LISTEN THIS TIME!
KEEP YOUR STINKY HANDS OFF YOUR SEXY VAIO FOR 2 HOURS HOKAY!

No thanks for Excel presentation in the noon.
After that meet buyer to pass her, her contacts.
Go off to XXX till late.
R is gonna intro me to the $$$ people.

& I have to dress nicely like an angel to go XXX.
Have to wake early to think of clothes ideas.
Too busy watching playboy girls next door.

Zzz. Slacked all day. Shall post photos of Rock it later.
Catsinecradle? guest-ed at the concert.
I really hate kids from planet havoc.

CiaoCiao.
p/s: I hate/love that picture above.
C hasn't seen it yet.
Wonder what he will say. HaHa!

Hands masked by kisses.

posted: 2:15 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I'm so weak.

Mom is in Thai.

& I miss her so much I'm sleeping in her bed.

@.@ MOMMY ARH COME BACK HOME WITH LOADSA GOODIES K!

MISSY BESTIE YAPHUANQING JUST SENT ME THIS GROSS LINK!

I think this is ver 2.0.

ZZZ OMG. M18 OK!

DAMN GROSSY.

Even worse thn the decapitated kid's body.

UGH.

MUST GO FIND OTHER THINGS TO MAKE ME FORGET.

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Ohya.

Those who have the song the Allen Walker played on the piano must send me!

DAMN NICE SIOL!

Ok, I'm typing like Huan Qing.

LOL.

ZZZZ.

-Distract Distract.

$.$

posted: 1:58 AM

I.Really.Need.To.Save.Some.Kaching.
I.Know.I'm.Typing.REALLY.Annoying.
But.It's.2.AM.Why.Do.You.Care.?.
x.D.

I.Need.To.Get.Some.CDs.
Can't.Find.Them.On.The.Net.
).:
I'm.Getting.Unfold.By.Marie.Digby.&.Famous.By.Puddle.Of.Mudd.
Where's.Jayboy.ZZZ.Shall.Call.Him.GAYBOY.
I.RETARDED.THANKS.

ROCK IT! later at Simei ITE.
SHAG.
DL-ing some game crap for CHICKEN.
& her feet is next to my face.
UGH.
I think I'm gonna vlog soon.
xD
Just saying.
To entertain my girlfriends.
Haha.

CiaoCiao.

of sleep & agony,

posted: 11:23 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Zzzzzz, I screwed over my presentation.
Lemme use the excuse of I DID NOT SLEEP.
Zzzzzz, unsure of what Stats ICA will be. ):

Sigh~
I just hope the report gets good grades lah.
I need my 3.5 manzxz

I want to sleep so much leh.
But...

Sigh.
JJ seriously damn pro lor.
Miss ICA.
until now also haven't come for presentation.
Zzzz. I want to sleep xD

But my Titus is making an imprint on my face.
GAHHH.
This is random.
& Oh. I'm hungry.
Thank God for no lect later.

.... ):

posted: 3:20 AM

YAY! econs is report is done.
Me & Arisa are the only ones left standing.
She's doing the ppt for awhile.
In the mean time I'm SUPPOSED to be studying for stats.
Oh well, xD
Been so long since I pulled an all nighter.
Esp, for school.

I hope I can do good for stats.
I wanna go OCIP.
Ohya. I found cooking mama on laptop! COOL.
Just that is americanised.
Less than 3 hours till I have to get ready for school.
I'll be early for school.
On a THURSDAY! Finally that day has arrived.
I hope all the luck Jay gave to me lasts.

Woots, NANA FTW!

posted: 11:07 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Take a chill pill Christina.

Chill.

I guess I was a little off since that lil virtual heart to heart.

It sucks making me miss you so much.

It sucks being led on.

It sucks being mistaken.

OH BOY.

Tell me exactly what am I to you.

Ready for war!

Opponents: Econs Report & Stats ICA!

Weapons: Chocolate & Coffee. & Maybe the fact that you might be awake & online in a few hours. (:

GAMBATTE CHRISTINA.

YOU CAN DO IT!

Yes I can? :/

HELLO FAILURE & RETAINING.

posted: 9:43 PM

I FEEL SO FUCKING SCREWED.
PRESENTATION TMR.
JUST REALISE REPORT GOT ERROR.

STATS ICA TMR.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND A FUCK ):
PON SO MUCH LAH. -.-

GOT FEELING FROM THE START LIAO WILL RETAIN.
FUCKNBCB.

posted: 12:31 AM

Go to googlism.com and type your name, paste the 1st 10.

Cool stuff. :D!

christina is from winter 1971
christina is a punter of loudonline
christina is # 1
christina is in the rock and roll hall of fame
christina is a star
christina is beautiful
christina is a major bitch
christina is my friend
christina is single
christina is a dirty girl?

SO LOL PLEASE!
BTW, I stole this from my friend's blog.
~~I think its easier to do with Christian names.~~

Works better for Christian names.

Sorry Cheena-ish people.

I personally agree with a few.

Googlism says I'm a major bitch & #1 ! Woots!

Here are others that I like. xD

christina is shaken by the news that her possessive boyfriend may be wanted for the murder of an ex

christina is astounded when friends romanticize her situation

christina is crowned queen

christina is awesome

christina is also a pretty good photographer / videographer
christina is abducted by the ghoul

christina is a fascinating lady confident bright and intelligent with a whole range of interests EH I LIKE THIS LINE LEH! I bet alot will puke on sight of LADY! haha xD

christina is ?trashy? or ?garbage? or ?a whore Strictly BITCH only. xD

christina is a very special young lady who encourages and inspires just about everyone she meets
christina is the biggest slut -.-

christina is a dear person whom i've come to know through our tragically crossed paths OMG FTW MAN THIS LINER.

I'm tagging 5 people to do this!

NIGELLA SIM! xD

JASMINE CHUAAAAA.

CARLO!

I can't seem to think of any people. O.o

Eh,eh,eh,eh.

CLARA!

SHARON!

Must say is me tag one okayy!

Even if I never tag you guys & you guys want to do it!

Must say it's credited to moi!

Cos I'm an attention whore! At least I admit ok.

Fun fun -.-

& I yet to do my work.

zzz.

Ciao Ciao

Someone teach me how to study ):

posted: 5:14 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I NEED TO STUDY!
I SWEAR!
Because of my lazy ass I photocopied the Stats notes instead of finding it.
HUAHUAHUA!

It's econs lecture anw.
I'm so bored lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I need to study!
I need a mugger study buddy.

You know what?
I'm so lazy that I'm paying my sis to help me clean my room. xD
HAHAHAHA!
$5. My room.
I'm so cheapskate.
My room is like a pig sty thank you.

I'm bored.
I need to go into muggertron mode.
But uh, with me blogging here I doubt so.
xD

Ciao Ciao.

p/s: I want to change my blogskin liao. xD

Makeup tips.

posted: 12:34 AM

Before you Start
Always apply makeup to clean skin (follow the routine appropriate for your skin type).
Make sure you have all the appropriate makeup tools and products you need.
Apply makeup in a well-lighted area.
Use a magnifying mirror to check your blending and overall smoothness.

Step 1: Foundation
Select a foundation for your skin type that matches your underlying skin tone exactly. Using the flat, smooth surface of a round, nonporous synthetic sponge, pour some foundation onto the sponge, then transfer the foundation in dots and dabs all over the face and the eyelids. You can also use your fingers to transfer the foundation in dots from the bottle to the face. Use your sponge to blend the foundation down and out over the face. Use the edge of the sponge without foundation (or turn the sponge over to the clean side) to dab or buff away any excess product. Do not apply foundation on the neck or under the chin. Your sponge is an exceptional blending tool that can be utilized throughout the makeup application process.
Note: If you are relying on a foundation with sunscreen for sun protection, you must apply a complete, even layer over the entire face. A thin or too sheer application will not provide adequate protection from the sun.

Step 2: Concealer
Use a concealer that is one or two shades lighter than your foundation. Apply it in a small arc around the inside corner of the eye. Using your fingers or a concealer brush, blend the concealer out evenly by dabbing and buffing. Avoid pulling or tugging the skin under the eye. Be careful not to spread the concealer onto areas where you don't want it. You can also apply concealer to the eyelid if that area is dark or, if your concealer has a matte finish, as a way to help eyeshadow cling better. For concealing facial discolorations such as freckles, blemishes, or red spots, use a concealer that matches or is just slightly lighter than your natural skin tone.

Note: Overly emollient or greasy moisturizers can make concealer slip into the lines around the eyes.

Step 3: Powder
After you apply the foundation and concealer, dust a light layer of powder over the entire face and eyelids. Apply the powder with a large, full, round brush. Avoid using a sponge or powder puff, which can put too much powder onto the face. Pick up some of the powder on the full end of the brush, knock off the excess, and brush it on using the same motion and direction as you did for the foundation (down and out).

Powder is great for touch-ups as the day goes by to dust down excessive shine.

Powder with sunscreen must be applied liberally so a thorough application is necessary for adequate protection. It is best to use a powder with sunscreen in combination with a foundation and/or moisturizer that also offers sun protection.

Step 4: Eyeshadow
All of the options for building an eye design are too numerous to list here. The following is a basic application that can be adapted to create a variety of looks:

Typically, the lightest color is applied to the entire eyelid and to the edge of the eyebrow. (The general rule is that the larger or more prominent the eyelid area is compared with the under-brow area, the darker or deeper the eyelid color can be; the smaller the eyelid area is compared with the under-brow area, the brighter or lighter the eyelid color can be.) Select a deeper color from the same or a complementary color family to shade the crease. Practice your application and blend well; the goal is not to have obvious edges of color. Remember, lighter colors bring things forward and highlight, dark colors recede and add depth and shading.

Step 5: Eyeliner
Position the brush, pencil, or applicator as close to the lashline along the eyelid as possible. Then draw a line from the inner to outer corner using one fluid stroke, following the curvature of the eyelid. As a general rule, do not extend the line past the outer corner of the eye or hug the tear duct area of the eye. At first, keep the line as thin as possible, and if a thicker line is desired, repeat the process either across the entire lash line or simply on the outer third of the lid along the lashes.

Generally, the line along the lower lashes should be thinner and a less-intense color than the upper liner. Make sure that the two lines meet at the back corner of the eye. As a general rule, the larger the eyelid area, the thicker and softer the eyeliner should be. The smaller the eyelid area, the thinner and more intense the liner should be.

For health reasons, avoid lining the rim of the eye.

Step 6: Eyebrow Shaping
Use a color that closely matches the color of your brows rather than your hair color or a color you think would look better than what already exists. Apply powder brow color using a wedge brush, working in the direction the hair grows. Use a light touch, with short, quick motions, and avoid the temptation to exaggerate the shape of the brow by arching it severely or extending the brow into the temple area.

Step 7: Mascara
If you use a lash curler, it is best to use it before you apply mascara. Squeeze gently with even pressure. Hold for a few seconds as you “walk” the curler along the length of the eyelashes, and release slowly. Apply mascara to the upper lashes using long, sweeping strokes. Be sure to begin as close to the lash root as possible and brush up and out. Use an old, cleaned-up mascara wand to remove any clumping that occurs.

Apply mascara to the lower lashes by holding the wand perpendicular to the eye and parallel to the lashes (using the tip of the wand). If necessary, use a tissue to wipe excess mascara off the brush before applying to the lower lashes.

Step 8: Blush
Using a blush brush, apply blush along the full line of the cheekbone brushing down and back toward the ear. Always knock the excess powder out of the brush to avoid applying too much blush. Use your sponge to soften any hard edges. Do not apply blush to the temple area, chin, nose, or forehead--this tends to make skin look uneven and ruddy.

Step 9: Lipstick and Lip Liner
A lip brush or lip pencil is an optional accessory. You can use a lip pencil to draw a definitive edge around the mouth to follow when applying lipstick, and a lip brush to control your application. A standard tube of lipstick makes too wide a mark for some lips and too narrow a mark for others. If your lips are small, it is best to use a lip brush; if your lips are large, the only reason to use a lip brush is to improve your accuracy, especially with deeper shades such as red.

Line the actual shape of your mouth. Do not use corrective techniques that make the mouth look larger or longer, especially for daytime makeup--it almost always looks like a mistake.

If you want your lipstick to last, apply more of it and don't blot; blotting takes off several layers before you've even left the house.

Important Reminder--Good brushes are essential for applying makeup:
Use soft, pliable brushes. Avoid hard or stiff brushes.
Use a brush that is the correct size for the area of the face you are working on. Avoid brushes that are too large or too small.
Remember to knock the excess powder off the brush before you apply the color to your face.
Brush on the color gently with short even strokes; avoid wiping or rubbing the brush across the face.
Gently wash your brushes every month or so.

Credits to CozyCot.

I will be happy to offer advice. ^^
Even if I don't put on makeup usually I do know a fair bit.
& I want to try foiling soon. :D
p/s: I'm just blogging just because. xD

Maybe I should dye my hair blonde.

posted: 9:43 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

SHIT!

The guys were just agreeing yesterday I was being especially bimbo.

The way I talk & act mind you!

I don't dress bimbo-ish.

NOW I FEEL DAMN BIMBO!

I left my charger at my friend's place.

IN AMK!

I just got home & realised it.

Cos I stopped over at Grandmama's for dinner.

& you know what?

I HAVE TO HAND IN AN UNDONE PROJECT TMR!

LORD AH! BLESS ME LEH!

& I have to send my parts of 2 other projects to my leaders tonight.

Obviously.

CANNOT WHAT.

I'm like left with 30 mins of battery time.

I wanted to choing all nighter for the projects lah.

Obviously cannot!

-Slaps bimbo self!

Slapping doesn't help.

I tried yesterday & I lost to Wai Lum.

OMG XIA SUEY PLEASE!

What's wrong with me?

I wanna go crazy liao!

I still feel SUPPA BIMBO LAH DEY.

I shall go sulk now.

As Nick said "Dye your hair blonde and up 2 cups become official Bimbo liao."

Zzzz.

Ciao Ciao.

p/s : At least I can blog.

p/p/s : I think I can blog hop later xD for a few minutes.

SIGH!~

So unlucky lah!

Let's slit our wrist & burn down something beautiful.

posted: 12:29 AM

Ok, ignore the title.
I was just listening to No, it isn't by +44.
& I totally love that line.
Ok hello, this is not an emo post.
Haha!

Slacked at home th whole day.
The list in the post below is still as it is.
xD
Just got back from playing snooker with the boys.
It was some funnyshit yo.
The way they talk about girls.
Tsk, as a girl I feel like smacking them.
But from their point of view is really damn funny.
Nothing much to blog about.
But according to nuffnang nobody visited my blog!
Goodness.
No money. ): Haha!

Random fact for girls!
Guys are aroused? ok attracted would be a better word, by the scent of vanilla & lavender.
HAHA!

???

posted: 11:12 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

What's wrong with me?
:/
I feel like complaining about every single thing till...
Oh wait! Almost everybody has a screwed up life like mine.

I think I have brain cancer!
HAHAHA!
How fun would that be?
Been having a migraine on & off since Mon.
Might be because of pms?

But pms doesn't explain the vision problems I have been having.

I think too much reading in the dark & using the laptop. S:

Plus I developed a cough.

UGH! My body is so crazy man!

I hope I don't get sick.

Nigel's not going to church because of CIP.

& I don't want to go to church alone.

Okay, there MIGHT be Megan there but we are not close.

UGH. Then there's ROCK IT! day camp which I'm looking forward to next sat.

Sorry Cliff. I didn't manage to do what I promised. X:

& I have nothing to do tmr.

Okay. I guess I have to force my butt off the bed to do some cleaning in my room.

Speaking of which I MUSHED! A baby cockroach yesterday.

& I'm way proud of myself.

Cos I'm scared of house cockroaches. HAHA!

So looking forward to Bangkok trip later this holiday.

Might be bringing over some stuff to sell online.

If it works I'll ask Sis to send stuff over for me to sell & give her 40%.

Besides, I'll manage to get my hair done.

Advice? Rebond/Highlights/Extensions?

I'm not looking forward to perm alr.

High maintenance.

Might! try out a new hair color.

Depends if Mom lets me go to a colorist.

Gonna get myself some pigments in Thai too!

Damn cheap stuff. But I'm just scared I'm sensitive to fake products.

Might wanna buy M.A.C Quads for Sis before going there (:

M sooooooooooooooo looking forward to it!

I hope Daddy lets me go.

I wanna $1000 to spend. $.$

Anyone has a job to recommend me?

Cos I don't want to depend on Daddy alr.

It's bad enough that we have no income.

Or maybe I should get sponsorship or scholarship ?

I wanna be like Nicholas. Study get $800 every month.

): If I went for the navy bond I'll have $1000 every month alr lah!

But have to think of the future.

^^ I'm ranting alr!!!

People please buy contact lense from me!

Haha, I'm currently revamping my blogshop.

So stop of minor income.

Shall stop here for now!

Ciao Ciao.

List of things to do tmr!
Clean room.
Clean wardrobe.
Find notes!
Do project.
Study for Stats ICA!

p/s : I think I did well for Accounts ICA. Besides the fact that I studied for 5 mins & gave up thereafter.

p/p/s: I'm off to watch my alr lagging behind Fated to Love You!

p/p/p/s: Please click on the ads, register for Fr3b & CozyCot for good deals, buy lenses from me & TAG!!

Oh man.

posted: 10:11 PM

I've been too preoccupied with watching Sex and the City Season 1 & Girls of The Playboy Mansion.

If you want I will post links to these shows.

I promise to blog something proper soon!

I have offers for 1 day gym pass to Fitness First AMK.

Tell me if you wanna go k!

It's this sunday.

Both gym & classes. :D

Tag me K!

I can sign in like 3 people?

TAG!!

posted: 10:25 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

posted: 11:39 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I can't seem to hack into nigel's blogger acc!
Whoever has his gmail please gimme!
& oh. I don't mind having his NRIC no. Cos I lost it.
xD I'm such a weak hacker.

No updates, I'm outta funk recently.
I know I have been pissing people off.
Sorry!
I think that time of the month is coming X:
Ciao Ciao.

Emo post. don't bother reading.

posted: 10:37 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Maybe it's not worth trying at all.
Trying to fit in.
It's not THAT easy.
Especially when you do not know yourself at ALL.
Sometimes I can't stand the people around - especially when I'm feeling selfish.
Sometimes when I try, no one even cares.
No one is listening at all.
Don't try to bullshit with me.
Sometimes, I should not try at all.

On happier note, Mellie Mwuh was online yesterday!
I miss you so much love/lesbian partner/bestie!
Stay strong.
God bless. :D

Is it so wrong?

posted: 10:19 PM

Hah!
I'm glad some still care.
People noticed my emo-ness.
Heheheh.

xD
I skipped lecture today.
I got a lecture at home instead.
I reach home early not good meh?
Not as if I go lect the @#%$# will mark me present right?

South canteen potato wedges rock lah!
JJ thanks!
For giving the last pack they had. (:

OHYA!
I like saw damn hot eyecandy yesterday!!!
But it seems that it's someone else's candy xD
Today also got eyecandy :D

It seems that everyone views me the same way.
I've changed.
Maybe, just maybe I'm the problem this time.
But why does it seem the answer to this problem is a boyf.
): See lah Nigel all your fault.
Can I make it & be who I am without a boyf?
I don't want another to face me & say " I think you need a boyf " Again.
They say I'm more tame? when I had a boyf.
That I know, cos I always listen to my boyf.
But it is so extreme that so many noticed that change?
XOXO tells me I'm very wild behind closed doors.
Hah. Isn't everyone? /:
Maybe My own perception of things is way different from others.
I can't seem to connect anymore.
Got error. Hah.
I need someone for a heart to heart in plain green fields.(:

Ciao Ciao.

posted: 10:13 PM

I wanna go singfest leh.
I'm jealous of Natasha lor.
xD
Got someone sponser.
Anybody going singfestttttttttttt?

Go do econs research.
-Zoom!

posted: 2:00 PM

I don't know why but I'm feeling especially moody. ):

!@#$%^&*

Ohya Random

posted: 11:50 AM

Just a random fact.

I have 3 internet browsers.

Haha.

IE for school.

Mozilla for the other stuffs.

Safari for blog hopping?

I dl Safari by coincidence.

& I love spell check.

Haha.

If not you people will notice my dyslexia. xD

Having POA.

& eating Jellybeans in class.

Mom was nice today.

Cos she cooked eggs for me.

Cos I had to take paracetamol for my headache.

-.-

I dislike my headache.

Cos when I walk a few steps it hurts.

It hurts when I sneeze or cough.

Damn ass lor.

Test on friday ):

At least it's accounting.

Haha at least I can pass!

It's a beautiful lie.

posted: 11:21 AM

People. Please I beg you guys not to go YunHua's blog.
X:
Please!

ohya.
Go Liwei's blog leh.
I must give him face help him promote his blog.
xD
Go liao don't be sweeten to death leh!

I'm bored.
Heheheh.

posted: 10:06 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

I'm having a killer headache ):
Having headache thn everyone come talk to me on msn.
ZOMG.

Cos Ronron Tagged.

posted: 10:05 PM

ANSWER TO THIS SURVEY TYPE QN:
1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
I have waited for a crush for like 1.3 years?
Haha. But love, it has to be 2 sided to be called love.

2. What do you want to do now?
Sleep!

3. What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Oh! Lose my V. I don't want to die a V.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
I never hate. I dislike!

5. What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
Do everything I can to help.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
No. Cos scientifically you don't always see the rainbow after the rain.
But I love rainbows!

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
Uhhhhhhh. Nothing's impossible. Just there are obstacles you have to overcome.
Oh! Maybe my lifelong ambition to have a football team of my own? :D

8. What's your desired age of marriage?
27

9. Are you happy with your life now?
UH. Not really? I dislike school!

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Okay wait, do I have a crush?

11. what will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
Nothing? If I had a crush.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Betrayal, taken for granted.

13. What will you do if you fall in love with your best guy/girl friend ?
Tell him/her! :D
From my quizzes below my love stems from friendship ^^

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
The next weekend.
Bringing Shuuji to school & seeing reactions.

15. The most important thing in your life.
God 

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Those who I pray for every night.
& YA THE NEVER FREE NIGELLA!
+ BBF MOMO!
& All my Besties!

17. Do you find life meaningless?
At some point?

18. Who do you love the most?
GOD 

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
Long list leh.
IDK what's your definition of crazy.

 Bathing with 3 strangers in a open shower?

 Kissing Chewchew X:

 Scream I'm bisexual @ I forget where>
Etc, etc.

20. What's your greatest wish?
To get freedom!
I wanna go OCIP!

21. what will you change if you can turn back time?
If it's meant to be why change it?
Ohya, maybe his death.

22. What would you change about you now?
My violence. HAHA!
Alot of people complain alr.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it with your own.Tag 8 people, list 'em down at the end of the post. Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

I'm tagging!

 DINGELMOJIE

 YunTattoedHua

 LianRainbowLi

 Alton???

 HuanBestieQing

 CarloNOTHANDSOME

 Clara & Simin! Miss tanned(s)

 Jasmine! Miss Nice bitch!

you made me love you

posted: 11:17 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Just think, how many are missing you now.

& I do not want others to join you.
Cos they have to grow up.
:/

Yellos!

posted: 11:07 PM

Gym appointment got cancelled today.
Postponed to next week.
Sad.
I was looking forward to it.
Haha.
Sorry Couissy.
Was bored.

So cam-whored like CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZE.

This is Boyf no.3 ^^
SHUUJI-KUN!
I know some might think I'm crazy.
But my sis paid for it.
HAHAHA. Sub-culture hobby. ^^

I think I love Melissa lah!
I GOT THE 7 THINGS SONG BY MILEY CYRUS.
Damn nice!
Huahuahua!
IDK what to post.
Maybe come back later to edit.
^^
Ja-Ne~

Addiction?

posted: 3:58 AM

Shitxzxz.
Too addicted to the internet to realise it was this late.
Yes i allow someone to shoot me now.
& I brought my camera out w/o its memory card.

On the plus side I met bestie B :D
She's so pretty now.
I super jealous.
Now I wanna go girls home liao.
xD

HELP!

posted: 12:35 AM

Someone teach me a way to save money.
I need $$$ for SHUUJI!
& my vampire fangs
& my blogshopping.
Any sugardaddy out there willing to spon me?
Cx

OHYA.
Chicken brought Shuuji home!
:D
Shuuji's eyelid crease weird ):
Not satisfied.
Someone redo the face up for me leh!
Ok, I'm ranting.
Shall post photos of Shuuji when we get clothes for him.

Ciao.

ELMO! <3

posted: 12:03 AM

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Tag backs

posted: 9:34 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

rachel: YES! when? xD
Alton: From isaac (Jiayi's lameorado comment) -> Walter's -> yours lor. Haha. Order! xD
DJTAN: SHUT UP! DON'T DENY IT! HORNY! TSK!
ShiyingY: TC! Study hard uh!
nicolette: No prob. I totally agree! Haha.
DJTAN: As above! ^^ Excel sucks balls.
caleb: LINKED ALR!
tattoo-ed: Unfold!
ninebottlesogel: You suck. you get to stay over xD
peisi: GO OCIP WITH ME! :D

Blogthings rock. xD Some times.

posted: 12:06 AM

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

HAHAHA.
No wonder I have so many brothers!

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to relate to and understand others.

Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.

You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.

A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Have I ever mentioned I hate being a leader?
Now I do.
Haha.

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.

Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

LOL.
M I not open enough?

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.

You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.

Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

^^
Aiya, I change gender better liao lah.
I'm so man.
HAHA

You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.

Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.

And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...

But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are 76% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality.

It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.

Do You Have a Borderline Personality?

SEE I DO SORTA HAVE A PERSONALITY DISORDER!

Your Heart is Feeling Open

You have no idea where your love path leads, but you're looking forward to the journey.

For you, love as an adventure. While you may get hurt, that's the risk you have to take.

You are receptive to any love or relationship that may come your way. You can't predict love!

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Anything... both good and bad

Your current outlook on love: Free spirited and flexible

Your love life will improve if you: Protect yourself a little. You don't have to be open to every romantic experience.

Watch out for: Treating love as a game

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

You Are the Very Gay Winnie the Pooh!

Come on, he doesn't wear pants!

And he's a little too obsessed with Christopher Robin

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

HEY I LOVE WINNIE OK!
Wanna come my house to count them?
xD

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Somewhat True. LOL.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Comment as above.

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.

Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.

Whoever you love should be your best friend.

And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.

Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you

Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

xD
VERY TRUE LEH.

xD
Have to sleep alr.
Ciao.

posted: 9:15 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

Ok please don't ask me about the post below.
It's about my EXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-Bestf.
Sucha bitch. tsk.
Not worth my time to sustain a friendship.

I have not been listening to ALL the lectures this week.
I'm so screwed.
Meeting Jane for brekkie & heading to Jolyn's after that.
:D
YAY! I get to meet some of my most favorite people!

I seem to always owe people money.
EH THOSE OWE ME MONEY RETURN ME LEH!.
$4 each.
Arigato. & yes EXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX-Bestf I don't want your money.
Tsk.

People buy contact lense from me leh.
I no money.
):
OKAY SAY YOU READ MY BLOG I GIVE YOU $18 per pair lah.
I don't earn much ):
But I still earn a lil.
So buy from me k!
Contact lenses :D

IDK what to post about leh.
I think youtube has very nice vids on makeup.
:D

YES BY THE END OF THIS POST I STILL THINK YOU ARE A BITCH.
BITE ME!

I'm bitchin' ya'll.

posted: 8:54 PM

OH MY FUCKING GAWD.
YOU LIL FUCKED UP BITCH.
I REALLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU OK.
I'M PISSED.

You're the one who bloody asked us out.
Thn you pang seh us.
YOU SIAO ARH?
Please leh.
I bet you went to meet your poly friends WHO YOU MEET EVERYDAY!
WTF.
At least if it's boyf I won't be so pissed.
At least if it's to do a project I won't be so pissed.
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN?
FUCK I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO GO OK.
FUCK YOU.
I CAN SEE THAT ONCE AGAIN THIS FRIENDSHIP DOESN'T SEEM WORTH IT.
YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH OK.

You don't meet us everyday.
You meet them everyday.
& NOW YOU TELL ME YOU MEETING YOUR FRIENDS.
FRIENDS YOU SEE EVERYDAY!
YOU ARE FUCKED UP SERIOUSLY.
WE DON'T SEE EACH OTHER EVERYDAY LEH.
WAH LAO.
CRY LAH.
NAH BEI.
ONLY KNOW HOW TO CRY.
LATER YOU TELL YOUR POLY FRIENDS ABT THIS.
I BET THEY SAY A FRIEND LIKE ME ISN'T WORTH IT.
HELLO!
THINK ABOUT IT.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T FEEL LIKE BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU ALR LOR.

SOMEMORE IS YOU ASKED OUT ONE LEH.
YOU SCREW LOOSE ARH?
USED TOO MUCH PROFOUND WORDS IN YOUR BLOG ALR TO HAVE COMMON SENSE IS IT?
WTF.
I'M QUITTING ALUMNI.
YOU SEE IT HERE.
REASON BEING I CAN'T BLOODY WORK WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
FUCK YOU TAYHUIMIN.
SOMEONE WITH THE MINDSET AS YOURS IS WORTH LOSING A FRIENDSHIP FOR BECAUSE YOU DON'T VALUE OUR FRIENDSHIP AT FUCKING ALL.

#501

posted: 10:49 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Hi people.
This is my 501st post.
Haha!
I shall celebrate with 51 random facts about me.
Don't be grossed out/shocked.
So random. Tsk.

#1. I'm in Economics & obviously my tutor is ignoring me. Haha. I think she knows I don't wanna study.
#2. I'm starting to hate my thursdays! & I get headaches on Thursdays.
#3. I just brought my laptop to school. Nothing else. I'm gonna be screwed later in lecture. My lecturer will ask me to slap myself.
#4. I'm VAIR looking forward to Saturday!
#5. Some of my tutors are really bitches.
#6. I have many bestfriends xD
#7. Baby Cheryl is 4 months old now. :D
#8. My room is yellow in color now.
#9. My tutor is losing her temper now.
#10. I have spoken less than 20 sentences as of now today. Which is way weird. But I'm too lazy to talk.
#11. My poly clique consists of a bunch of pretty girls. All attached! Hah!
#12. I miss Momo. xD
#13. Neighbour/Bestie is coming to my house later. I'm helping with her DPA. :O
#14. I might be able to go OCIP! With GANHAOYI! LOL! && Peisi!
#15. I like to google people. Haha. Like my friends for instance.
#16. I'm a attention whore.
#17. My handphone usually rings less than 5 times on average. (Including sms)
#18. I usually have less than 3 people talking to me on Msn a day.
#19. I need a job ):
#20. I'm sleepy.
#21. I prefer DPA lessons to the lessons I'm having now.
#22. I have scored a B+? Average for my modules.
#23. I have been blogging since 2005.
#24. I multi post when I'm emotional. Or... I'm just feeling random.
#25. I love blog hopping.
#26. I'm a part time stalker
#27. I most probably will be heading to Thailand in Sem holidays.
#28. I'm VAIR lazy.
#29. I love youchubing
#30. Yes, I want a boyf.
#31. Yes, I'm shameless. I will about do anything in public. Don't believe? Ask my friends.
#32. I have small hands.
#33. I have 7 piercings. & I want to get one more.
#34. I can drive a Suzuki Wave. xD So noob!
#35. I bite my nails when I'm bored.
#36. I totally heart reading.
#37. I love reading teen thillers & romance.
#38. I constantly change Msn nicks according to my mood.
#39. I LOVE CIP.
#40. I wanna promote to be a OCIP faci. Haha. Soon! :D
#41. I love reading gossip rags/blogs.
#42. I'm random & crazy!
#43. I can really go nuts.
#44. & yeah, I'm a self diagnosed borderline personality disorder person.
#45. I think I'm addicted to blog shopping.
#46. I only have my last & ring fingers of both hands painted. (Nails dunzo.)
#47. GDP MPS MPC Multiper Recession Employment Expenditure = Econs = SUCKS HARDCORE = BITCHY TUTOR. I like my previous tutor SO MUCH better
#48. I'm reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly Bitchy.
#49. I prefer Mozilla to IE. (Hokay, I don't know what to put anymore)
#50. I used to type liiK3 TiisH w0rXzx.
#51. I like to act smart. (HUAHUAHUA!)

Yay! #501 meaningless post.
-.-

Efficiency is intelligent laziness.

): Still have one more of Econs.
UGH! I should have gone to JC.
Suffer same fate mah.
Okay, maybe not.
But still.
My vaio is so distracting.
Ohya. I hate the webcam S:
So sucky. Record vid also so blur.
I like Lou2's compaq camera.
Haha.
Shall post webcam photos later :D!
Ciao.

posted: 10:41 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I'm too busy watching Tila Tequila 2.
Haha.
Sorry for not blogging.

Haha, watch it on mtv overdrive!
:D

I shall post another series of the youtube vids soon.
Got loadsa projects to do.
:/
I hate doing projects.
Have to sleep early.
8 am class.
Sigh!
I still dislike Thursdays.
):

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Santa, this maybe a tad too early, but could you send me a new boyf? The previous one was defective.

posted: 11:37 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I got 2 VIP passes for a one day gym thingus.
HAHA!
COOL MANZXZX.
Sharon didn't want to go with me so she gave me hers.
I'm going with cousin Ting! :D

@#$#%#%$
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dsklgnbroejkngreq;ln bgv
fdgjnbsf;pdoklroinewgwbq

Sorry for typing the above nonsense.
Cos I wanna scream & rant so much but I can't.
(Yes, I'm leaving the above nonsense up there to show people how frustrated I am)

Someone, shoot me.
Why I'm I trying so hard to help when I'm helpless myself?

我爱甜甜

posted: 11:27 PM

My dear 甜甜,
Cheer upp!
I really love having you in the various random parts of my life.
I don't want to see you so sad,
I don't want to see you so emo.
I don't want you to throw your life off balance just because.
Love bites. Literally, Your msn email?
Hah. Dearie.
You will always have me no matter what.
I know this might not help.
I know I might just be bullshitting.
But just remember you have to wait for me to go clubbing with me for me first time.

& even if these words does not help the pain.
Just feel my love kay?
爱,
Ellie.

How badly do you want a baby?

posted: 10:20 PM

Monday, July 07, 2008

I WAS YOUCHUBING!
YOU KNOW WTF I SAW?
Rude little brats.
All this is on a talkshow called maury show.

'I'm 15 and I've slept with men over 300 times'
She wants a baby badly & want to go on girls gone wild.
& she had sex in a public place.
ZOMG. She talks like a black yo. Too much mtv?
& She screams at the TV audience?
& it was on a talkshow. Zomg.
She will steal & sell her body for her baby.
& her mom walked on her having sex.
ZOMG!~

This is the series part.
Where this actually started, a recap.

Victoria finally got what she wanted.

As updated, May 21, 2008.

14 year old prostitute worked on mom's bed and got pregnant

15 year old had sex with over 10 different men

Little slut brags about sex

She's not even pretty?????????

This video is a prequel to the Out of Control Teen Paternity Test video I posted a few days ago. This is probably one of Maury's most crazy out of control teen episodes ever!

Kayla came on the show on her 16th birthday because she aspires to have a baby and to become Maine trailer trash, although she can't even take a shower! Watch as she claims to have lived without electricity for 10 years, and gets high off prescription drugs.

Tarrilyn is 16 years old and a Grade 10 dropout, and her dream is to become a prostitute. Watch as she brags about her 1337 goal-planning skills, and how she had sex with a man with HIV!

14 year-old Makayla is only in Grade 9, but she's already doing heroin and her mom fears she's in a gang. One time she snuck out for 3 days to have sex and told her mom she was delivering newspapers. Despite her desires to have a baby, she couldn't even take care of the fake baby her Family Studies teacher made her take care of!

Most out of control Teens of 2007 on the Maury Show.
Featuring:
1. Victoria, the girl who had sex 300 times.
2. The infamous "Valedickwhorian".

Featuring an update on Autumn, the 14 year-old carjacker who drinks vodka, gets drunk, and beats up children. She receives an iPod for being Maury's second most out of control teen of 2007.

Featuring:
1. 19 y/o Porn Star, Alexis Love!
2. Ashley, the girl who carries around a baby doll.
3. Teen baby mama drama.
4. Shantell.

Featuring four segments:
1. Girl who had sex for a double cheeseburger.
2. A controlling teen relationship.
3. Irate teen believes someone who never even slept with her, fathered her baby.
4. Girl has sex for a can of pop.

LOL ABT THE CHEENA BACKGROUND Voice!

Is this all just for popularity?
I think Victoria is exaggerating. LOL
These girls are CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Although I want to have loadsa babies butttt??????????????
WTF! These kids are crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I mean Nutsy Coo Coo.
Is sex that fun?
S:

KUKU!
I have more.
But i think overload liao.
HAHAHA. Have fun! ^^
Refer your friends here!
I think alot of people need a wake up call!
Ciao WWW.

NIN LIKE ROCKS :D

posted: 6:22 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

I just dl Nine Inch Nails' CD.
For free.
They rock!
Btw, it's the newest one, The Slip.
Here's the link!
Ciao.
Too lazy to blog neways.

Anw, I managed to set up a campfire & not cause mishaps.
I like rock yo!

posted: 12:24 AM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

For you, but i have mistakes again lah.
Damn have to learn this photo shop thingus.
Going to sleep for iltc ^^
Ciao.

Just,

posted: 10:19 AM

Friday, July 04, 2008

Stop making me grow to hate you.

HAHAHA.

posted: 11:24 PM

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Someone tell me how to soften the black?
But I want deep contrast. S:
I must learn how to photo shop lah.
Model: Lian Li
Credits: Me.

OMGOSH!
I tell you my friend is damn funny.
But cannot blog about it.
If not he will tekan me.
LOL.

I lost my nail polish while sleeping.
Totally random right?
Zzzz.
super nice lor.
& I just bought yesterday with MY money.

I'm heading to ILTC :D
BIG LOVES.
But they say will be boring.
But heck.
I wanna go campfire!
If anybody is free to go campfire on Sat Night please tell me!

I like cabbed to school the past few days.
Broke like shit alr.
):
Marketing.
Le sigh~
I'm really sorry Jane.

I need enough sleep.
My face is getting so bad.
Zzz.
Random.

Anybody wants to go OCIP please tell me.
I need mature, responsible people.
Thanks.

The war between XX & Dawn Yang/Yeo continues.

posted: 10:29 AM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Updated.
http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=33833&page=261
Hah, I'm one of the lucky few to read the 'hate' post.
But someone screen shot it.
& XX took it down & replaced it.

Personally, I do not like DY.
Just because she is supppppppppppppppppa contradicting & fake?
She's a Christian yet she does stuff like Sun Ho.
Tsk.
I don't know what to say.
But this is for the bored people out there.
Haha.

Wah so many things can happen over th net.
I managed to chance upon a few things about the war.
DawnYang
She has posted a reply.
DumboDawn
Dedicated to XX LOL.
versus DY war.
MayZhee
Her opinions.
Haha & again. If you're bored.

Life's fucked up as it ought to be.

posted: 1:48 AM

I can't stand it lor.
I ASK YOU GO SLEEP YOU STILL COME DISTURB.
NA BUEY.
I SAY I DO MYSELF.
YOU SAY I SHOULD DO MYSELF.
I DO ALR.
THN I SAY GOT PROBLEM NEVERMIND GO TO SLEEP.
THN YOU STILL COME KAH JIAO ME.
STILL COMPLAIN SAY PEOPLE WANT TO SLEEP STILL DO.
YOU FIRST DAY KNOW ME IS IT.
WTF LOR.
I ASK YOU GO SLEEP YOU DON'T WANT.
STILL COME COMPLAIN.
PLEASE LAH GOT MONEY BIG FUCK IS IT?
WAH LAO EH.

THINK YOU SO SMART.
YOU DO YOURSELF LAH.
STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO AND ASK ASK ASK.
WTF. ASK YOU DO IN THE START THN YOU ASK ME DO.
FUCK LOR.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
LIKE TO DISTURB ONLY.
WAH LAO EH.
PRINTER YOU BUY ONE LEH.
WTF.
FUCK LOR.
WAH LAO.
I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT LOR.
I ASK YOU GO SLEEP SO MANY TIMES STILL WANNA DO.
SO ENG STILL CANNOT DO.
FUCK LAH.
COMPLAIN MY LAPTOP FAULT ALSO.
KNN LEH.
SIBEI FUCKED UP LOR.
OK LAH.
MY FAULT.
SO LATE WANNA USE PRINTER.
MY FAULT LAH OK.
NB.

Marie Digby is a Goddess.

posted: 11:45 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

I love this song.
Unfold by Marie.

What i can remember
Is alot like water
Trickling down a page
Of the most beautiful colors
I can't quite put my
Finger down on the moment
That i became like ...
This

You see, i'm the bravest girl
You will ever come to meet
And yet i shrink down to nothing
At the thought of someone
Really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
And tangled up in winding weeds

But i don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my..
Imperfections
Even though my feet are trembling
And every word i say comes stumbling
I will bare it all..
Watch me unfold
Unfold

These hands that i hold
Behind my back are
Bound and broken by my own doing
And i can't feel
Anything, anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real..

My soul
It's dying to be free
I can't live the rest of my life
So guarded
It's up to me to choose..
What kind of life i lead.

Cause i don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my.. imperfections
Even though my feet are trembling
And every word i say comes stumbling
I will bare it all.. watch me unfold
Unfold

I will allow someone to love me
I will allow someone to love me...

Love me.. love me...

My girl, Yun Hua. I think this is what you'll love. (:

Youtubing is much fun ^^

posted: 11:21 PM

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

Marie Digby - Say It Again

Plain White T's - Our Time Now

Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up

Suppa nice to dance to.

Off to finish cover letter.
Ciao.
Love.
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