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ELLIE
Chris. 22. Chinese-Thai. AB+
Lives in Singapore/ Made in Bangkok/ Heart in Walt Disney World °o°
Typical Aries, is super analytical and talks too much.

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posted: 10:21 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006

ball-ed again.
missed dinner again.
hmms. th paper was okay lahs.
can do.
just tt compo very hard.
=(
hais.
stupid.


;truely madly deeply.
i have fallen into th trap again.

him or him?



love is a suffering tt god gave to us.
posted: 11:13 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
OH BTW FCUK PUSHPA.
attire check.
fcuking come nd find me to miao my hair.
say what my hair very messy.
fringe too long.
FCUK YOU.
think your hair standard pretty arhs?
PUI.
machaim pontainak cans?

come find me again.
i fcuk you upside down.
i good girl nvr talk back.
catch me okay fine i stand.
STILL WAN GO CATCH AI TIEN.

go die lahs.
think what more you catch th more your fame up isit?
HELLO!~ all th more we'll hate you.
think maple arhs. NOT.
i was nvr given a warning till you come catch me.
frm start of sch until now cans?

if every girl was caught for their fringe.
i can confirm 3/4 of th girls in sch will get caught.

FUCKING FUCK YOU.
i so hate her man.
IM FUMING.


;dont touch me.
posted: 10:27 PM

i bball-ed.
i cant seem to eat dinner.
its for th better?
well.
luck for mids.
=)

;im feeling down boy.
i cant believe i see you everyday nd dont say hi.
im useless.
hopelessly missing you.
sigh!~.

OH TH PAIN!

posted: 9:02 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

blogger totally sucks right now.
bball-ed ergh. i was so sticky.
i kept laughing during our last match.
it was like so funny lahs.

i dont wanna update.

;YOU. laopo asks me t fight for what i love.
should i?

posted: 9:25 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006

lazy to update.
*grumbles.
ergh.
love is in th air.
xian mu orhs.
ehehs.
i saw mingxinouxiang th bryan nehs.
tall th.
handsome lahs.
hehs.

yesterday go airport study.
lols.
talk more.
im suppose to do my graphs.
=(
i dont feel homeworkish.
i feel like talking on th phone.
hmms...

;baby dont.
im still right here waiting...

posted: 8:48 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006

ergh.
suppose to be doing proposal.
freaking f*** it lahs.
im pissed.
i dont wan go to camp i rather they give my position to someone else.
im in no spirit to do.
esp for npcc.

still deciding to go town or sch tml.
go sch have to wake up early in th morning.
stupid.
th exams are nearly here nd still wan disturb me.
totally f***.
sorry im in a mood.
not pms.
its just...

gonna seriously break down le.
ERGH.
JUST FUCK EVERYTHING.

zZzZzZzZzZzZ!~
dont know whats wrong with me.
i need to scream.
i need to LET GO.
seriously.
ERGH.
i so wanna quit NP man.
totally ruins my life.

suddenly wanna bball.
hehs.
long time never le.

i just need to relax.
LETS TECHNO.

all i need is a little piece of heaven.
HERSEY'S!!!

im still sick!~
ergh.

i hate sore throats.
FUCK.

fucking fuck th fucking fuck world.

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

;i miss ber darling.
i wan to talk to her loads.

=(

posted: 7:13 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006

i hate players man.
th worst kinda guy.

ergh.
home frm sch.
skipped NP.
stayed in sch lam-ing.

hurrs.
twenvin so cute cans?
fcuking adorable.
xiao shuai ge.
so unlike his **** of a bro.
-_-"

bloggers' kinda lagging.
ergh,
so this will be short.

FUCK TH PROPOSAL CANS?
blame me.
i so hate npcc.
ALOT.
im fuming.
ERGH!

STUPID.

buhbyes.

;i wan your phonecall. =(

giving up on someone who you love is so damn hard.
esp when he doesnt love you at all. =(

posted: 10:17 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
;as th scar fades,
my thoughts of you are washed away.
im so happy you left me.
=)
now dontcha appear in front of me again.
pls take it as im begging.
i turn nd wish youre around.
make me think otherwise.
DEPRESSION.
MY MIND CANT HANDLED TH INFORMATION.
TOO MANY THINGS TO DO.

;so little time,
really.
so little time.

sugarush.
LORANG LORANG.
im crab-bing.
lai you. lols.

BUHBYE.

can smiles ever hide tears?
i think i can hide it,
from you.
at least.

SO SICK.

*coughs.

XOXO. frm th bedside.
posted: 9:45 PM

my sis suspects i hv a stead.
-_-"
says tt i look so happy nowadays.
like ERGH?

me nd my alter ego are talking.
ehehs.
aE:why did you diao him?
me:i like lehs. =P
aE: -_-" DOTS.
me:pi gu!
aE:.....

okayyyyy.
tt is me lame-ings.
i did my zhuo wen tday!
WOO.
1st time i put my heart. XD
cos im in STUDY MODE!
finally.
when im sick. =(
erghs, i wanna study also hard.
tml pon NP!~
lalas, going to study.
X)
but sleep 1st.
going airPORK study soon.
i just love it there.
th slience.
one of these days going there alone to revise bahs.
can relaxxxxxxxxxxxx

;baby dont.
loving someone who doesnt love you is so hard.
=(

change-d.
hmms. him.

LETS GET TH PARTY STARTED!~
;eek i need moolah.

posted: 9:37 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006

been sick these few days. =(
so sad.
wont be blogging much bahs.
except to vent out my fears.

ergh. keep seeing him?
lols.
he was ditched.
lols.
sigh.
im bored.
i finally understood poa le.
ehehs.

you are always gonna be my love.
XD

i wanna job.
tml going yoshi or heats.
i dont wanna run 100.
hupps.
i wont go bahs.
im sick luhs.

ergh.

;I am capable, i am confident, i am cheerful, i am successful, i am grateful for all that i have.
i am an asset to myself & to all around me.
Believe me?

posted: 9:26 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006

went ice skating tday.
very eventful.
lols.
cliff had to go early.
aww..
lols.
blue black lers.
ugh. i fall on purpose till fall so hard.
*slaps forehead.
was okay lahs.
but ex.
hupps.
so many pple.
no fun.

stepped on lemons.
ugh.
very sour.
went to cwp for dinner.
went to arcade 1st.
ddr-ed.
tekken-ed.
XD
i lost.
=(
hupps.
not on form.
must train at hm.

saw eve nd vic nd manys pple.
eve GROPED ME.
UGH!
lols.

sigh!~ i hate you for lying to me.
your my friend i have to care.
why are you so stupid to pun gum?
dots.
so obvious you saa.
still say you can walk in straight line?
-_-"

;your name engraved into mine.
i miss you. yes i do.

as the cold steel blade glides on her skin.
warm blood gushing. hot tears running.
hmms...

SORRY.

posted: 12:37 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006

ooh. its good friday.
few years ago ill be in chruch listening to preaching.
lols.
im bored.
ice skating tml!
yeahs.
maybe cliff going.
hmms.
im getting rusty lols.

im so sick of love songs.
So tired of tears.
So done with wishing you were still here.
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow.
So why cant I turn off the radio?

neyo's songs are nice.
=)
i slept when i reached home yesterday.
read storybook to sleep.
lols.
frm 5 plus sleep to 9.
thn sleep again.
lols.
donno why im so tired.

;rememinises.
indulgence.

posted: 11:23 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
its like 11.30 nows.
finished proposal.
nd i havent done mine.
-_-"
nvm.
im not going np anyways.
im tired.
ZzZzZzZz!~
NIGHTS.

;whirrrr... tts my brain working.
X)
posted: 8:41 PM

ugh. doing camp proposal.
sigh!~ giving me a headache.
tml dont wan go np lerhs.
i wans to study.
X)
gd fri lers.
CAN REST!
but have to study.
hmms. i need help with chinese.
cos i completely never listen in class.
argh. POA is getting harder.
had headache over NP.
couldnt listen.

father is so childish.
ugh. i treat you as invisible cos you dont give me an ounce of respect.
your just a atm.
im still a kid.
dont you be one too.
fought with father.
haish.
bad mood.
i hate fighting.
esp with father.

i need respect.

swirling tt tinted liquid in th bottle.
chosing whether to lose myself in it.
im dreaming m i?
i just want to wake up.
its just a form a punishment.
losing myself in a dream.
a dream of paradise.
it didnt wake me up.
it didnt knock me to my senses.
its an ongoing bad dream.
im only fufiling my mind's desire.

im not following my heart.
why do things have to be so complicated.

;i never knew i would fall in love again.

have to cut my nails.
because!~

PROPOSAL!
-_-"
its gonna keep me up all night.

smoochs. au reviour.

posted: 9:49 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
who wanna work?
marina south.
contact me.
=)
$5 per hour.
posted: 9:39 PM

whats wrong with me?
hurr. its a question to reflect on.
im really bored.
wanna do homework lerrs.
XD

;arghh. im fed up.
i wan a break.
from everything.
i just wan to stop nd smell th roses.
enjoy for this once.
let th 16th come fast.
i hate npcc!
arghh.
i wanna go om larhs.
everytime got np on competition date.
fcuk.
really fcuk.
my love for drama.
haiish.

mister. cant you please stop bothering me?
UGH. fugly fool.

posted: 8:47 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
im just bored.
*jumps around.
ehehs.
i wanna sleep!
ugh. never do homework have to copy chap.
DOTS.


;I LOVE-D YOU.

FALALALALALA!~
woo!
mads.
i saw daddy tday.
I WANT CONTACTS.
DYON!~
posted: 9:38 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006

ehehs.
havent been blogging. XD
ive been home late lurhhs.

fri
met jo nd walked around.
all th food places full house thns we walk.
window shopped.
took neos.
thns we ate gelare.
bought th icecream nd sat on th kiddy rides.
hehs.
WE SAW A WHOLE ESCALATOR FULL OF HOTTIES.
ok ok. maybe not hotties.
but cuties luhhs.
thn jo went to get my pres.
she left it at aaron's house lahs.
met emily nd raymond? i think.
erms. raymond was a gentleman.
lols.

raymond:hi im raymond. whats your name?
*sticks out hand to shake.
me:... christina.
*shakes half-heartedly.
XD.

ehhehs.
thn went to mac to drink.
hey i realised jo's guy frens are weridos.
lols. X= tt simon also.
maybe im too cheena thinking.
lols.
thn ate pasta.
wanted to catch late movie but got stupid honors day.
must fall in at 7.
went hm.

happys day.
;JO WE NEVER CAM-WHORED.
rotflmfao.

sat
woke up.
bathe.
went to sch late on purpose.
XD
actually wanted to pon.
but...
thn had pradae nd all.
stood for an hour.
arghh.
thn went to cwp.
with grace nd peisi.
drank ice milo.
thn took neos.
thn i went home.
relaxed.
read a story book.
TILL I FELL ASLEEP.
was supposed to meet th pple at 1.30.
i woke up at 1.32.
i was late.
i rushed.
hurrs.
me nd yh so funny.
thn went to marina south to pak pool.
saw goh yan ling. -_-"
bitch of th universe.
arghh.
nvm. thns went cine bought my pres.
XD nd esther's.
esther go tmore pres thn me. -_-"
thn starbuck-ed.
went to sushi tei to eat.
th pple treated. XD
ehhehs.

all i know.
wei kiang loves th rice.
rotflmfao.

tday.
very sian.
nothing interesting.
just yu dao yh at ichiban.
funny scene luhhs.
nd...


;i put you outta my head
nd yet i kept thinking of you.
im just thinking too much.
impossible.
believe me its just a crush.
a serious crush.
just what i need.
ugh. i hate him.
150306.
sweetums.

disturbance.
noise in th head.

cousin's artwork got published.
so proud of her.
look out for seah bao ping!

posted: 4:51 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
ehs. im home. its only 4.
hurr.
im so guais.
lols.
ltr going out with jo.
got dinner date. XD
eat at mickey d's.
-_-"
date at macs?
funny sia.
hmms.
maybe buy rose for jo.
X)
toodles peeps.
posted: 8:41 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006

ugh. fugg npcc. i dont wan go le. sucks.
no mood.
in a fucking mood.
ARGHH.
tired after promo test i gai liaos.
im tired.
np just sucks.

im in no mood to blog.


;just not meant to be.
i miss sam soo!
arghh. i so wanna meet cliff.
XD cliff! book out soon.

posted: 10:48 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
wee yu weet.
th victoria's secrets collections so nice.
fingers crossed a flagship opening soon.
XD
posted: 10:07 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.Pei wen.arvin.bee chew.amira.
and many more.
hehs.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
ehs. =P
tday was okay.
nearly overslept.
cabbed to sch.
kahying give me gift.
XD
thn sze hui.
thn kim.
thn bee chew.
MANY THANKS.
*grins frm ear to ear.

sch was fine.
poa was confusing ehs?
ariff sang a bday song for me.
aww shucks. lols.
had si/gong han test.
ehs.
i did gong.
i think i did okay lahs.
since no word limit.
i think my chinese is getting frm bad to worse.
ughh.

after sch go buy cake.
X) i was over-excited.
i was scared th cake would spoil.
no one in sch.
alicia nd th girls were missing.
=( alls wells.
mon bahhs.
laopo's bday.
played vball.
ugh. i donno how to play luhs.
kena ncc. X=
thn around 4 cut cake.
so funny lahs.
aitien nd sherlin lit th candles.
thn they sang song.
ehs. thn wished.
erms.
wish? i also dono.
basic stuff.
blesslings lahs.
thn i blow.
ARGHH. i missed one candle.
i blew out my candles in two breathes.
=(
no fair.
thn cut cake.
ehs. thn kena cream facial.
EXPECTED.
anymore bday gimmick?
wash le go chase pple.
thn eat.
lots of pple eat.
ehs. hao wen like th cake so much.
lols. keep eating.
thn got bday bath.
BATH.
i only got bash from laiyou after i wack him.X=
hehes. was so wet.
shoes were squeaking.
socks also wet.
i just hung my clothes.
xuan wei saved me man.
he brought an extra shirt for ping pong.
nd it was cancelled.
HORAY.

my bday was fun luhs.
=)
i expect more to come.
i getting more pres.
hehes.

;he didnt even say hi.
boo. i dont care. X)

;ugh. i hate you even more.
you take things for granted.
ask you to study you dont wan.
your lost lahs.
MISS PIGGY.
might as well dont study stay home sleep.
i nag for your own good.
you dont listen. i give up.
fugg off.

ehs. i want ben nd jerry's ice cream. XD
DANIEL!~ NEW YORK! thank you. jk. hehs.

i feel shagg. ugh.

posted: 9:28 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
fuck you.
who are you to say my friend?
to think i was so nice to you.
you no friend le happy?
=P

nd to you.
well.
its goodbye.
things could never be th same again.


;im just fooling with myself.
posted: 8:48 PM

ehs. 3 HOURS NIA.
to my birthday!
im so happy.
daddy offered to buy another cake.
but i asked for pizza.
XD


HAPPY!
my bday is coming lurhhs.
i can predict his not going to wish me happy bday.
X) not even a gift.
WHO CARES ANYWAYS?
LALAS.
im happy.
im going to be 15!~

suppose to meet jo tml.
around 4?
get my pres.
X)

wonder how many pres i getting.
*jumps around.
hehs.

excited?
maybe lurhhs.
im so childish cans?

;i remember my birthday. =)

i told you.
im afraid tt we wont even get to be friends.
nd it happened.
BUHBYE. I DONT CARE LE.

posted: 9:40 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006

OOO OOO OOO.
three days to my BIG day.
RAHHs..

lemme summarise fri nd sat.
>>>FAST FOWARD.
in formal wear.
go raffles town club.
was flag barrier?
for brunei.
hehs.
jared was singapore.
lols.
>>>.
was bullied by sim pehpeh. X=
th murtabak was nice lurrhs.
thanks. leslie amanda nd kumar.
was paid cab home. X)
>>>.
sat.
seminar.
many many speeches.
i cried while making a 'speech'
lols. i made pple cry too. X=
had macs with jared aitien mr yeo nd ms lai.
ms lai was so pretty lurhs.
thn had banquet.
me nd tien was gossiping.
*stares at ai tien.
hehs.
saw HIS EXCELLENCY MR S R NATHAN.
XD
too bad cannot take photo. =(
tt's for th district 3310 conference.

tday.
went to temple.
pray lorrs.
buy 4d.
X= hehs.
for bday blessings lurhs.
daddy bought me.
MY PRO OX SHOES.
hurr. wat i wanted.
55.90 lehs. ex lorrs.
he say what 15 must buy new clothes.
cos chen ren liaos.
hehes.
so happy.
nd i got a jacket.
hurr. nice nice.
converse. to think its my first time buying eh.
X=

daniel was lame.
hehs.
had a mood.
went home.
i ate nd ate.
nd ate.
I HAVE MOOLAH TO BUY OWN BDAY CAKE.

ATTN:STAY BACK AFTER SCHOOL ON MY BDAY TO EAT CAKE.
X) i wonder will there be enuf? hehs. well..

now. wishlist.
hehs.
in no order of preferance.
1.$$$$$$$$
2.hong bao
3. money order.
4. cheque
5.MOOLAH.

erms.
*looks at my wishlist again.
ill be more realistic.
1.flowers.
2.chocolate.
3.a card.
4.clothes.
5.keyboard? th can make noise on.LOUD ONE.
6.a hug.
7. err kiss?X=
8.LAPTOP.
9.FOR MY COM TO BE FIXED.
10.SURPRISE.

NOTE. DO NOT. TORTURE ME.

HEHS.
CHEEYANG IS SO BLOODY CUTE.
cross finger he wins.*

once given away cant be taken back.
his innocence.

;IM OVER TH MOON.
hope my mood stays this way.
=))))))